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    Eddie likes to self destruct.
    Sex.
    Alcohol.
    Drugs.
    Especially the drugs.
    Screw anyone who judges--his brain is all fucky after the Upside Down. He just wants to feel good again.
    And so what if a habit has formed? Not like there's anyone around who cares that he's withering away.

     

    Steve wants nothing to do with Eddie. He's exhausting. Draining. Toxic as shit. He's not sure why Robin cares to look after his addict ass all the time.
    He kind of resents that she expects him to pick up the babysitting when she leaves the state.
    Really shows that nothing has changed in the last year.
    Always the goddamn babysitter.

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    05 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Physical heartbreak (and maybe reconstruction?), anyone?

    This is ugly. And so, so beautiful.

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    "It doesn’t matter. Right after Indy gets on the plane, Eddie stretches up those few inches and softly kisses Steve on the cheek.

    Steve turns to look at him in shock.

    Eddie’s face is cast in the soft blues and greens from the television screen. It makes him look soft, makes his big eyes shine and gives them depth, makes the smile on his face seem sweeter.

    “What-” Steve starts to ask, but he doesn’t get to finish.

    Not when Eddie kisses him, soft and sweet on his lips, and not when he abandons his question to kiss him back."

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    Steve and Eddie, from the end to the beginning.

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    11 Jun 2026

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    “I can’t believe they ditched us for girls,” Steve exclaims. “I can’t believe they have girls. We don’t have girls!”

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    17 Jan 2026

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    Vecna dies. So does Eddie. The world doesn't split open. In the aftermath, Steve goes home to an empty house.

    Well. Almost empty.

    Steve sighs, hanging his head. One more thing. Then he can go to bed.

    The dirty towel can wait until later. He tosses it towards the bathtub without looking and turns to the sink, grabbing his toothbrush and toothpaste. When he looks in the mirror, Eddie’s staring back at him.

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    26 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Steve and Alice. Sort of :)

    Or, how to make me wanna set up camp in Steve’s upstairs bathroom like a total weirdo so I can watch two wonderful people fall in love.

  5. Public Bookmark 44

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    "So, okay, who does that?" Eddie says, leaning in like he's on Scooby Doo. "Who kills the local metalhead freak? And why like this, because, seriously, this is overkill," he adds, holding out his gashed-up arms.

     

    Or: Steve's sick of seeing ghosts, Eddie's got some regrets, and death isn't fair.

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    24 Jun 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Time to hurt and sob and be just a little happy until this story rips you apart and you can’t even blame it because it never lied to you about what it was and was always going to be.