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    A collection of fics from the DirkJake Week 2020. None of the fics are in the same universe.
    Day 1: Post-Act 7, an honest talk about what went wrong.

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    Shane was still angry. Rozanov’s plan had been to, what? Seduce him so they’d bond? He hadn’t even though to ask Shane first! Shane should get up and walk away and let his dad take him back to Russia and lock him away. Then Shane wouldn’t have to bond with him. Shane didn’t want to bond.

    But Shane had told Rozanov they’d be a team, just the two of them, and Rozanov seemed so scared and vulnerable. But Shane had started thinking about what they could do, the two of them on the ice, bonded. He’d had wingers he’d connected to before, who seemed to be able to read his mind. How much more incredible would this be, someone who’d always know where he was, what his intentions were?

    “No one can know,” Shane said.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    I am in hell, Ilya thinks. He's awkwardly hard in his cup and layers of gear. He can't focus. How the fuck is Hollander functioning like this? Is he actually so gifted at hockey that he can play at this level and still have space to let the sex demon in his brain run rampant? Is this what he's like all the time? (Now with bonus ch 2!)

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander spends twenty years learning to survive masculinity. This is the record of what it takes from him.
    Three parts, covering minor hockey through the outing: the system, the performance, the collapse. And Ilya Rozanov, who was there through all of it.

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    26 Jun 2026

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    "This whole thing needs to be very discreet, if that's alright with you."
    "Obviously," Rozanov says, raising an eyebrow. "According to my instagram feed, Shane Hollander is saving himself for the right omega."
    Shane twitches. "So, you know who I am?"
    "Yes, big fan of all the hot wolf fighters. I wish more of you made porn, although I suppose that would be competition for me."

    Shane is an alpha at the top of his game in the wolf fighting world. But if he doesn't stop shifting uncontrollably in the middle of fights, he could lose everything. He hires a service worker to try and get his instincts under control, but what if his time with the cocky alpha does just the opposite?

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    22 Jun 2026

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    Local baby appears in a coffin in a different world with no identification or way home. Prevents several mental breakdowns accidentally. More at 11.

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    21 Jun 2026