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  1. Public Bookmark 34

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    Patrick is all alone in the Wasteland when Joe saves his life. They're both drawn together thanks to their dreams of helping the people just trying to survive the post-apocalypse.

    Deciding to travel together, they run into Andy, who might prefer Synths to humans and Pete, the epitome of everything Patrick despises.

    It's all a mess of feelings until their pasts begin to collide and they must rely on each other to survive.

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    Look, someone was eventually going to write this crossover, and it might as well be me. I regret nothing. 

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    28 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 18

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    Patrick can come off as a pretty stoic guy in front of most people. He does, however, have a tendency to cry during sex, especially with Pete. Pete doesn’t mind. At all.

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    29 Apr 2026

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    “Oops,” Chris says and Leon huffs a surprised laugh, now using his grip on Chris’s arm and the back of his neck to help hold his weight. “Sorry.”

    Leon shrugs, looking back at him. “It’s from IKEA.”

    “So what do I owe you, like 38 bucks?”

    Leon adjusts his hold on Chris, wrapping his legs firmly around the other man’s hips. “Can think of another way you can get me back.”

    Chris and Leon come together for the first time.

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    30 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    He was always the one who stayed. Who cleaned up the mess. Who loved Pete when no one else could.

    And now Pete doesn’t even remember his name.

    Patrick’s not sure which is worse: all those years meaning nothing—or realizing they might’ve meant more than he was ever told.

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    18 Jan 2026

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    “But he never-” Pete stops, trailing off into the empty possibility, the thousand different ways that sentence could end. Patrick never said anything, he never seemed to mind, Pete could never really tell if he noticed or not and would have pulled his still-beating heart out of his own chest and offered it up on a platter if he ever thought it would make any difference, but it never seemed like it would, so he let the words sneak into songs and hang in the open air for 20-something years, and thought they’d dissipated by now.

    “Yeah,” Joe says softly. “I really - thought maybe you guys talked about it or something, but then I realized you didn’t, and I just kind of - I don’t think it’s gonna be the end of the world, you know?"

    What if Pete spent the last 20-something years really truly head over heels in love with Patrick, and Patrick was so genuinely oblivious he had no idea? Then - what if he found out? An exploration of not actually unrequited love that just spends a really long time seeming unrequited, because Patrick needs some time to wrap his head around it, basically.

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    16 Dec 2025