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    "Mommy," Eddie rasped, shivering all over. "I’m scared."

    "That's why you have to take your pills." His mother’s smile wobbled on its axis, churning his stomach. "Do you understand? I lied, but it was to keep you safe. To keep everyone safe."

    Safe from you.

    Her fingers curled under Eddie's chin, tilting his face up to meet hers. "You want to be a good boy, don't you?"

    The thought of hurting anyone, especially his friends, was unbearable. His tears slid over her thumb as he nodded, fervently.

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    14 Jul 2026

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    BJ writes Hawkeye a letter one day, only six feet away, so Hawkeye writes back.

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    12 Jul 2026

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    He opens his mouth to speak again, and this time Richie doesn’t beat him to it. He’s expecting himself to say something like ‘no, nothing, I’m good’ or ‘I just needed to talk to a friend’ or even something more alarmingly honest like ‘I woke up and I really just wanted to hear your voice’.

    Instead, he says: “I think I need to get out of New York.”

    He realises immediately that he means it; that it’s the truth. The revelation drops like a stone between them in the ensuing silence, laden with honesty. 

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    Or the one where Eddie returns to New York after Derry but doesn't stay, and Richie deals with the consequences of living with the person he secretly loves.

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    09 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 88

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    “Eddie, what are you whispering?” The wife says, tossing her hair around and giggling. “You don’t have any surprises for me, do you?”

    Eddie visibly chokes back another round of land-lover vomit. “Actually, Myra. I do have a surprise.” He reaches into his suit jacket with trembling hands, and Richie doesn’t really want to see what he pulls out. They’re already fucking married, according to this broad, so what else could they possibly do in front of him?

    “Why don’t I get you two started off with something to drink?” Richie says, remembering he’s here working and not actually trapped in a torrid love triangle with two strangers.

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    05 Jul 2026

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    Richie just looks kind of sad, and tells him to stay awake while he runs off shouting, and Eddie thinks I don’t think I’m going to make it that long, but he doesn’t have the strength to shout. He just watches Richie until he can’t see him anymore, and he quietly wishes maybe he’d said something different after all.

    And then there’s just darkness.

    He wakes up, startled, in the Town House, with his face in his hands and his elbows on his knees.

    “What the fuck,” he says, looking down at his own hands.

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    13 Jun 2026