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Miya Atsumu is a jerk.
But It's just that sometimes, just sometimes, Atsumu was kind.
Kind in ways only Osamu noticed because he was his brother.
A short study on Osamu having to deal with Atsumu's complex personality throughout their childhood.
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He barely even noticed the loss of that little part of him that disappeared after the funeral. He dug it deep into his heart and pushed all his energy into newer tasks. It was all going well.
Too well. And maybe that was his first mistake.
Undermining the power of grief.
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A brief study of Minho's spiral with mourning.
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he just wanted to feel grounded.
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just yeonjun drunk calling soobin at 2 in the morning (he should thank the heavens for soobins poor time management skills)
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Ilya Rozanov does not make it two weeks on Zoloft before the worst side effect hits hard and fast.
or,
“Barrett, I fucked up,” he says.
“Roz?” Barrett sounds dazed.
“I fucked up,” he repeats, and he realizes how drunk he sounds. He’s in so much trouble he almost hangs up.
“Roz, what's going on,” Barrett says.
Bozhe, he’s going to have to say the words.
Now with part two, featuring buckwheat pancakes, psychiatry for millionaires, important conversations, and Troy and Ilya’s worst “your mom” joke.
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30 Apr 2026
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midnight rides (to see you) by Anonymous
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
25 Jan 2026
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He's in his bed in Montreal, tangled in sheets that are damp with sweat, his heart hammering so hard it hurts. The room is dark and quiet and wrong, because Ilya isn't here, Ilya is in Ottawa, two hours away, and Shane's hands are shaking as he grabs for his phone on the nightstand.
His fingers fumble with the screen. It's 3:17 AM. He should... he shouldn't do this. Ilya has practice tomorrow. Today. In the morning. Shane knows this because they'd texted about it yesterday, before the Bears-Centaurs game, before Ilya had taken that nasty check in the second period that Shane had watched on his laptop with his stomach in knots, before Shane had gone to bed alone like he does most nights, before his subconscious decided to torture him with the worst thing it could conjure.
He stares at Ilya's contact. The photo is from months ago, Ilya grinning at something off-camera, eyes bright, so impossibly alive that Shane's throat closes up.
He needs to hear his voice. Just. Just to know he's okay. Just for a second.
When Shane has a nightmare about Ilya getting injured, he phones his boyfriend. Ilya returns the call, and so much more.
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08 Feb 2026
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Static Under the Applause by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
31 Jan 2026
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The Centaurs win in overtime.
The crowd is deafening. The music is loud. The locker room is louder.
Shane can’t seem to come back down from any of it.
His teammates notice. Ilya does too.After the applause, there’s still the quiet.
Or, Shane has a shutdown/overload after a game.
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08 Feb 2026
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After the longest season of his career, Ilya retreats to the cottage with Shane, expecting rest, recovery, and a month of stolen peace. Instead, exhaustion lingers. Small things feel wrong. And the body that has always carried him through pain begins to falter in ways he can’t explain.
As concern grows and outside eyes begin to notice, the life Ilya and Shane have carefully built—careers, borders, futures—starts to feel fragile. When a medical crisis shatters their summer before answers arrive, love is no longer something they protect quietly. It becomes something they fight with.
A story about what happens when the body speaks before you’re ready to listen, and the people who refuse to let you face it alone.
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- Part 1 of The Quiet Fight
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08 Feb 2026
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don’t wanna be young and sad another day longer by ecavery
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
16 Dec 2025
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Ilya has everything he is supposed to want.
It still isn’t enough to quiet the noise in his head.
When Shane hears it in his voice, he comes anyway.
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07 Feb 2026