avoidant_ary
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- Law & Order: SVU (6)
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Following a brutal hate crime case during Pride Month and a harrowing confrontation in the interrogation room, Amanda is left feeling dangerously exposed and Olivia struggles to make sense of everything.
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She had tried, she really had. She had woken before dawn and spent the following hour dry heaving over the sink until her throat burned. Staring at her reflection she barely recognized herself. Every morning the mirror showed her something new to worry about: sunken eyes, dull skin, hair that had started thinning at the temples.
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Amanda’s illness changes everything. What starts as a quiet act of concern, quickly becomes something more intimate, as proximity, vulnerability, and unspoken feelings begin to blur the line between care and attachment.
As Amanda struggles to recover, Olivia refuses to step back, and the space between them shifts into something neither of them is ready to define. -
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After three straight days of relentless badgering, Amanda finally convinces Olivia to go with her to watch The Rocky Horror Show on Broadway.
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It’s a late night at the precinct, and Olivia is drowning in paperwork. When a late-night babysitting emergency brings Noah to the precinct, Amanda offers to stay with him until Olivia is done.
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“What’s your name?” Olivia prompted, her head tilting slightly, clearly amused.
Amanda opened her mouth. For the second time that night, her brain short-circuited. Or maybe… it had never really turned back on at all.
She knew this, she’d known it for thirty-some years. Somehow, though, looking into Olivia’s eyes made her brain completely, terrifyingly, spectacularly blank.
New city, new life and new, apparently crippling inability to function around attractive women.
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Going undercover as Amanda Rollins’ wife would normally be totally fine and normal and not life-changing at all – the only problem is, Olivia just had a sex dream about her detective that she can’t seem to shake. Now they’re working closer than they ever have; living under the same roof, building a life together... and even though she knows it’s fake, when Amanda’s hand slips into hers, she can’t help but notice how real it's starting to feel.
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11 Jun 2026
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The Book of Esther, with the added bonus of lots of emotional baggage between Olivia and Amanda.
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09 May 2026
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A perp hits a bit too close to home for Amanda.
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09 May 2026
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Amanda's temporary return to SVU prompts her to re-evaluate what she truly wants in life.
Takes place during "Prima Nocta" - season 25, episode 11.
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05 May 2026
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“She can’t swim and she can’t scream, so she does this instead.”
Season 15 Rollivia. Amanda Rollins and Olivia Benson spiral out of control, at the same time but not necessarily together. Right?Bookmarked by avoidant_ary
25 Apr 2026