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  1. Public Bookmark 3

    the notes app by

    Fandom Men's Hockey RPF

    28 Jun 2026

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    30 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

    You Drew Stars by

    Fandoms: Men's Hockey RPF  

    23 May 2026

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    Five games.
    One season on the line.
    One boy collapsing under the weight of all of it.
    Mack spirals into a place that’s quiet and terrifying, where pain feels easier than numbness and love feels like something he no longer deserves. Will refuses to let him go, even when Mack pushes him away.
    This is not a soft story.
    It’s a dark one.
    But there is a sliver of light at the end, you just have to make it through hell first.

    !!! Major emotional distress. Depression. Self‑destructive behavior and self-harm. !!!
    Please proceed with caution! and bring tissues. You will need them.

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    31 May 2026

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    dont let this darkness fool you (all lights turned off can be turned on) by

    Fandoms: The Pitt (TV)  

    12 Mar 2026

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    “I just wanted to say goodbye, before I changed my mind."
    "I think I just needed to say thank you… You’re a good friend.”

     

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    Whitaker receives a concerning voicemail from Santos.

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    30 Mar 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 45

    you'll never outrun the ghosts, you'll just distract them by

    Fandom The Pitt (TV)

    14 Apr 2026

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    29 Mar 2026

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    Healthy, happy, hockey body (help me) by

    Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid  

    12 Apr 2026

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    As part of his transfer to the Ottawa Centaurs Shane has to see a dietician. Unpacking his eating disorder is not something Shane ever planned on doing, but he finds it difficult when it's staring him right in the face.
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    If you know you're not in a great place with y our eating disorder or thoughts about food, maybe skip this. It's all based on conversations I've hade with my actual dietician to treat my ED. It's a tricky space to navigate and I send so much love to anyone fighting similar battles.

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    01 Mar 2026