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    Please let me in, she thinks. I can be better. I can do it right this time, I promise.

    Or: an exploration into why Yuna might've needed 5 minutes to herself after learning that her son had been hiding a relationship from her for nearly a decade.

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    11 Apr 2026

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    Shrugging one shoulder far more casually than he possibly feels, Ilya says, “I like both. Is secret, okay?”

    “Okay,” Hollander says, voice cracking.

    He doesn’t say anything else. The air’s so heavy around them that it feels like being in the middle of a scrum, the weight and heat of all those bodies pressing down on you. Danger always feels like hockey; it’s the most dangerous thing Ilya knows, except for this. Everything dangerous in his life involves men’s bodies and just how close he can get to them. Closer than he probably should.

    A year after mysteriously dropping out of the 2009 draft, Shane Hollander is signed by the Boston Raiders, right behind Ilya Rozanov. Having the two biggest stars in the league on the same line is great for Boston — but playing alongside their worst rival was never exactly in Shane or Ilya's plans. Especially not when staying away from each other starts to feel just as impossible as getting along.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    Scott Hunter has sacrificed any hope of a personal life to be the best hockey player he can be. But, at 32, he still has no Cup to show for it, and he's so, so lonely.

    (Or: Jacob Tierney and Francois Arnaud aged up Scott Hunter's character in a way I found very compelling, and I wondered what would happen if I aged up Kip as well.)

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    06 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is an alpha, and to the rest of the world, so is Ilya Rozanov.

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    05 Apr 2026

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    I (26M) want to invite man I sleep with (26M) to my house to spend the weekend. Help me not ruin it.

    Or: Ilya Rozanov goes to the internet for dating advice

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Shane Hollander is the youngest Commander in ISS history; straight-backed, closeted, and so tightly on his own leash that seven months in orbit with Ilya Rozanov have not produced a single crack in his composure.

    Ilya Rozanov is the Russian cosmonaut who should have had his job, won’t stop bouncing a tennis ball off the walls, and is still looking for a fissure. Thankfully, a solar storm finds it for him.

    or: Near-death, zero gravity, and the wrong man’s hands in exactly the right places.

    A Cosmonaut!Ilya x Astronaut!Shane AU 🚀

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    22 Mar 2026

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    Preparing for the Emperor's wedding, everyone has some things they need to learn about.

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    18 Mar 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 77

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    To his Imperial Serenity Edrehasivar VII, greetings,
    Should it please your Serenity to be informed— as your Serenity has always shown a generous interest in the wellbeing of the Ceredada— our wife the Marchioness Ceredaran was safely delivered of a son at eleven minutes past four this morning. The Marchioness and her child are both well; House Ceredada greatly welcomes the news of an heir at last and celebrates it in earnest.

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    an heir for the ceredada, at long last.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    "No doubt thou didst melt the seal open on the steam vents to read the business of thy betters, planned how thou wouldst ingratiate thyself with the Archduke— oh yes, we know thy tricks…”
    Not the steam vents, thinks Csevet. It would wet the paper. The hot pipes, yes— but not the vents. He would only use a steam vent if he wanted to bleed the ink onto the external sheet and claim inclement weather, and that almost never can be gotten away with inside the court.
    Captain Orthema is saying Lord Chavar, leave Mer Aisava, but Csevet knows Chavar will not move for love or money now, not until he has said his piece.
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    Two attempts on the throne; and Csevet Aisava, in the shadows.

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    16 Mar 2026

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    “Dear Maia,” said Csethiro, amused. “Lack of presumption, thy name is Edrehasivar. Well, we are sorry for the faux pas. Have no fear, we are used to keeping quiet on the matter.” She frowned. “Gosh. For a woman who was so worried you disliked us, we are certainly giving you plenty of reasons, in our attempts to diffuse the situation. Damnation.” She sat back, then said, “Ooh, Goëlar,” and sat forwards again. “You have the set! And well-read, we dare say, how impressive…”
    The woman's mind was like a scanning bird of prey, Csevet thought exhaustedly as she tottered out of the chair to look at his bookshelf. Pinned one topic and only let it go when it was in its death throes, then leapt instantly off to murder another.

    (csevet and csethiro have three main things in common: pakh'palar, popular literature, and purpose. not necessarily in that order.)

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    15 Mar 2026

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    She had let go of everything else; hope of a retrieval, hope of an apology, hope of seeing her sisters or her son again. It would be enough to know. She did not have to do anything with the knowledge. Ulis would understand. Surely he would.
    "To the best of your knowledge, Othala— is the Archduke Maia alive and safe?”
    Thara Celehar stared at her for a very long moment, his grip on her trembling fingers very firm. Then he said;
    “Sister— he is.”
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    In a Thu-Tetar nunnery, the Dach'othalo asks a Sister of Ulis: Did you enter this place as Chenelo Drazharan?

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    10 Mar 2026

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    12-year-old Shane Hollander is forced to make a friend on doctor's orders, and has feelings about it. Which feelings, you ask? ALL OF THEM.

    In the same universe / continuity as "storm has set the heavens scowling", by qqueenofhades. Does NOT require familiarity with Shadow and Bone -- I simply imported my OTHER favorite sadboi from it.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    “No, indeed,” Mr. Weston rushes to say. “That is, you are correct. This is but a proposed tweak to that system. It may yield some slight improvements, though its… forgive me, its effect on the supply of the feed of livestock is not yet well understood.” He almost wants to laugh at himself, the way he trips over his words. But who would have expected that charming Mrs. Knightley would have ever heard of crop rotation systems?

    “You must forgive me for intruding,” she says earnestly. “I know that my understanding is limited at best.” Her expression now is a bit self-conscious, almost wry. “I have not always found agricultural methods so interesting as I do now.”

    OR: Emma and Mr. Knightley have both changed in small ways since their marriage. Other people start to notice.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Based on the tumblr prompt: Mr Knightley asking Mr Woodhouse for Emma's hand.

    On the familiar approach to Hartfield, across the rolling green of the hills, George Knightley considers that his arrival this evening is likely to be divisive. By one occupant he believes he will be most eagerly anticipated. By the other, however, his presence will likely be quite dreaded.

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    25 Feb 2026

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    It became, he realised quickly, pervasive. All the tiny things which had not been prepared when the Wisdom of Choharo had crashed had now finally trundled through the pipeline, almost a year on. The new coins fully entered circulation, which was protocol. Papers and documents were properly headed with the new imperial seal, which was protocol; Varenechibel's portrait in Beltanthiar IV’s atrium, the formal centrepoint of court, was replaced with Edrehasivar’s, which was protocol. It did not take Setheris a long look to know it was a petulantly good likeness, devoid of all the tiny vanities his predecessors had snuck in; although Setheris was convinced it was painted so the pallid eyes followed you. 

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    21 Feb 2026

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    Jesper says it must be blackmail. Maybe murder. There’s no other way Kaz Brekker could already be holding a full professorship at the University of Ketterdam, no matter how many books he’s written. Inej, trapped by an adjunct’s contract which is the only thing standing between her and deportation, is willing to risk the obvious dangers of his company in exchange for the advantages, professional and otherwise. But when the department’s budget comes up suspiciously short, Inej’s job is on the line, and Kaz isn’t ready to let her go without a fight.

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    05 Jan 2026

  17. Public Bookmark 27

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    This course provides an introductory survey of cinema in the Dakhenbarizheise Commonwealth, beginning with the earliest moving pictures from the reign of Edrehasivar Zhas VII Maia’var and concluding with a look at the current state of the film industry.

    Includes the complete shooting script of Leivanin's The Bridge Builder (40 E'has. 9)

    Half-goblin Archduke Maia (Rana Golnared) expected to die in relegation like his mother before him. But when tragedy—or conspiracy—strikes, Maia must claim his birthright... even an it spells the end of the Ethuveraz.

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    04 Jan 2026

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    Nick squares his shoulders and sighs. He wishes he still had a drink in his hand to distract him. “Sometimes, people think Charlie and I have this, like, perfect relationship. That we’re too good to be true—'cause we’ve been together for so long, and we got together so young, and we love each other. Like, it’s—” he searches for the word— “unsustainable, or something.”

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    23 Dec 2025

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    We all know Hot Priest from Fleabag. We might know Hot Rabbi from Nobody Wants This.

    But in this fandom, dear readers, we go where no AU has ever gone before...

    Hot Priest/Hot Rabbi.

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    23 Dec 2025

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    Once the room clears, Nick takes a deep breath. “So, half-term. How have your exams been going?”

    “Can I suck you off?”

    Charlie is patient as Nick does a double-take at his request, staggering back and knocking over a bottle of tequila. He sips his vodka lemonade and waits.

    “What, er—now?!” Nick splutters.

    “Why not?” He’s emboldened now. This loop is quickly becoming hell on earth, but maybe it doesn’t have to be, not all the time. There are no consequences for him in the loop. Anything he does is forgotten the next day. Nick could scream at him, punch him in the nose, do whatever he wants—tomorrow, he’ll still be here, serving him a vodka lemonade with a shy smile. What has he got to lose?
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    The time loop AU no one asked for.

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    22 Dec 2025

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