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    When Shen Yuan wakes up, disoriented and immobilized in a strange bed, he thinks his poor choice in meals has landed him in the hospital. Again. The food poisoning must have triggered some sort of relapse, too, since the doctors have gone all out and put him on the really good meds—he can barely see, and he can't move his limbs at all.

    In a strange stroke of luck, though, his doctors seem familiar with PIDW. But why are they asking about Shen Qingqiu?

    (In which Shen Yuan transmigrates into end-game Shen Qingqiu without realizing it, and Luo Binghe takes the opportunity to show his new, apparently-amnesiac "disciple" what it's like to have a cruel and powerful Shizun. It doesn't go quite like he expects.)

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    23 May 2026

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    “Binghe is hard?” Shen Yuan asks, as if that isn’t the natural consequence of what he’d been doing. He blinks guilelessly at the bulge in his friend’s pants, noticeable even in the dark of his apartment.

    Binghe tenses. “A-Ah. That, um— That’s just something that…happens when…”

    He trails off, squirming a bit. Shen Yuan, in his infinite wisdom, assumes that what Binghe means is this is something that happens when he’s drunk, rather than it being a direct result of Shen Yuan’s attentions. His line of thought is that it would add more context to the fact that Binghe hardly drinks much. After all, dealing with an erection every time you drink sounds pretty inconvenient! Furthermore, in said infinite wisdom, Shen Yuan decides that the best way to respond is, “I’ll help you.”

    After a night sipping strange cocktails with unfamiliar ingredients, Shen Yuan finds himself with his inhibitions and impulse control practically nonexistent.

    An equally drunk Luo Binghe thinks he’s died and gone to heaven.

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    21 May 2026

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    Shang Qinghua tipped his head into his, hand digging harder into Mobei Jun’s thigh. “Mobei, we—ah, shit—we’re supposed to be studying.”

    Mobei Jun lifted his head and looked at him, waiting until Shang Qinghua turned to look back. He kissed him on the mouth once, firm and deep, and then pulled back again. “I know.”

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    In which moshang are fuck buddies but basically dating anyway

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    18 May 2026

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    cockwarming final boss

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    It sometimes felt like he was being followed. Or, if not followed, watched. The prickly feeling at the base of his skull would tingle, and he’d turn, but there didn’t seem to be anyone suspicious. It also felt like he wasn’t alone sometimes, even when the streets were empty.

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    Luo Binghe's life has been going to all hell, but on the bright side, his long-time crush Shen Yuan gets assigned to be his project partner. Unfortunately, while this sole beacon of light is a major positive, he also starts to think he's being followed.

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    16 May 2026

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    holy. peak. good god. i have no words this was good

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    Instead of hardening his heart, Shen Qingqiu realizes he can’t bear to toss his beloved white lotus into hell, and resolves to let the System kill him at the edge of the Abyss. With this in mind, he starts to make preparations for his impending death.

    Luo Binghe notices.

    (He also manages to draw a dozen incorrect conclusions that somehow lead to the correct solution.)

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    13 May 2026