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  1. Public Bookmark 47

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    “Yeah” he spat out before he’d decided entirely that he was saying it. “He’s leaving” this wasn’t his mess an hour ago, he still wanted to run, he wanted to trust that Lestat, two hundred and sixty-five years old, capable, powerful vampire wasn’t out of his depth here, that he could leave him with this woman.
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    he didn’t care if she really was his actual mother, Lestat chose Louis, this was his mess, and he didn’t trust her to take care of it.

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    An alt ending to 301, where louis comes to the rescue, written right after the episode aired, because I needed it.

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    02 Aug 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 65

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    Lestat told himself that he was doing these things because he was trying to be a thoughtful person, trying to change the selfish parts of him that caused so much devastation decades prior.

    Best to ignore the cold feeling in his stomach that really, he was just trying to prolong Louis’ stay, because he knew he would leave eventually.

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    Lestat and Louis have been living together for a month, and they haven’t resumed the intimacy they once shared. Louis clearly wants to rekindle their relationship. But Lestat is terrified.

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    02 Aug 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 78

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    After all, poor Lestat, vomiting his guts up and nodding off sitting down. Poor Lestat, who can’t seem to keep the blood in his system with how often he needs to use the restroom. Poor Lestat, who can’t stomach his usual victims and has to go looking for something to satisfy the urge. Poor Lestat, who has no idea what’s going on.
    Poor Lestat. Poor sad, broken Lestat. How could they possibly stay angry at him, when he’s suffering and he has no idea why? That would just be cruel.
    And this would make them angry, because they believe him to be a being with enough power to make himself suffer to earn their love. They think him pathetic enough.
    He doesn’t even realise he’s crying until the blood drops land on the toe of his shoe.
    He can keep it to himself for now. It’s just about him. It’s his business.
    If things change or worsen, he’ll tell them.
    He swears.
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    Lestat's body is changing for the first time since the day he died, and he has no idea why. All he knows is that until he can learn more, he cannot tell Louis and Claudia, not wanting to rock the boat after just being welcomed home after six years seperated. This goes wrong. Thankfully, that's just the beginning of everything going right.

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    01 Aug 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 17

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    It keeps happening. He notices morning after morning. A missing piece here, a fallen piece there. In the mirror, his eyes are red and watering.

    Usually, when he's upset like this, he would take a piece of hair to chew on, or rip a piece from his scalp, but he's too scared to do either anymore.

    "Louis, darling," he sniffles and reenters their bedroom. "I think my hair is falling out."

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    01 Aug 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 63

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    Lestat is the new assistant priest at St. Augustine's. He and Louis meet on a fine Tuesday morning in the Fall of 1910.

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    01 Aug 2026