Why_is_this_so_difficult
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“does this hurt neil?”
abby’s sweet voice grates on his nerves, leaving him feeling vulnerable and weak, as most things do these days
he stares at the mangled remains of his right leg, resting on top of the bed, surrounded by bloodied bandages, stares at the cleaning kit by abby’s side, at the bottle of painkillers and antibiotics laying carelessly at the end of the bed
day 16: necrosis | wound cleaning | “no, i can’t feel anything”
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- Part 15 of Whumptober 2024
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10 Jul 2026
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“Are you high right now?!” Andrew hissed angrily, leaning in to get a closer look at Neil’s now clearly dilated pupils.
A wry grin tugged on Neil’s mouth, meeting Andrew’s gaze without flinching. He finally raised his glass in salute, “As a fucking kite.”
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It has been years since Neil disappeared in the night, only to reappear the following semester on the starting line-up for the Ravens, the name Wesninski painted across his back.A chance encounter at a Gala leads Andrew to believe there might be more to the story of Neil's defection than what they'd been led to believe.
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- Part 1 of sometimes to run is the brave thing
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28 Jun 2026
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“And what about you? Do you hold more value to me at some bottom-ranked team?”
Neil hesitated slightly, before saying “I believe so, my lord.”
A mirthful look crossed the other man’s face as he glanced out on to the court.
“I disagree.”
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In which Neil would do anything to protect his family. If protecting them meant he could never go home again, so be it.Series
- Part 2 of sometimes to run is the brave thing
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28 Jun 2026
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Neil sits in Andrew’s lap.
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26 Jun 2026
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A spin on Neil’s night out.
Where he never got the bartender to knock him out, he wasn’t even able to leave the table.
Nicky may or may not have given him too many crackers, on purpose.
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He looked up at Andrew who had a grin on his face. Hands slammed down on Neil’s trapping him to the table.
“That will kick in in a few seconds.” No. He was so stupid. Neil panicked trying to pull his hands away. Nicky grabbed him by the neck and tilted his head backwards. Everything was becoming blurry.
Nicky scanned his face icy fingers sliding through his hair.
“His pupils are blown. You promised me five minutes.”
“Whatever. Don’t do anything stupid.”
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12 Jun 2026