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    "What was it, Buck? Guilt? Disgust? You couldn’t get over your own actions of bringing your horrible, racist ex-boyfriend back to the house I used to live in with my son, and let him fuck you on the mattress I used to sleep on?”
    Buck got up, clawing at the wall for stability, legs shaky. His entire face was tilted into a sneer. “I didn’t let Tommy fuck me. I had him down on his knees while I closed my eyes and thought about you.”

    Buck gets shitfaced with Ravi at a gay club during pride, and shows up on Eddie's doorstep, forgetting that he doesn't live there anymore.

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    13 Jul 2026

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    “Have I ever told you about Gabriel?” Buck shakes his head.

    “One of your Army buddies?”

    “No, my first kiss.”
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    Buck can only hear Helena’s muffled voice from the other side of the phone. He picks up a few words. Chris. Hospital. And Buck feels like he’s suffocating, like all the air has been punched out of his lungs, like he’s being held underwater. He's reliving the tsunami all over again. “Yeah, yeah okay. I’ll be there. Bye, mom.” Eddie is running his shaking hands through his hair, eyes wide. Buck has a panicked look on his face, too scared to speak. He studies Eddie who looks like he’s figuring out how to feel. Buck caresses the crook of Eddie’s arm. That prompts the brunet to speak. “It’s my dad…He had a stroke.”
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    Eddie comes out, Ramon has a stroke, and Buck is there to support Eddie through it all as they head to El Paso.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    "Should we — should we tell Bobby?" Buck keeps his eyes straight ahead as he pushes their grocery cart through the produce section.

    "Tell Bobby what?" Eddie asks distractedly as he darts off to grab the particular brand of cheddar that Chris likes, dumping it in the cart.

    "About — you know. Our change in status. Or, maybe it goes straight to HR? I think we tell Bobby first, though."

    Eddie puts his hand on the cart handle and stops it rolling. "Our change in status," he says slowly.

    He reaches over and presses a fingertip to the spot where Buck's neck joins with his shoulder. He's touching Buck's St. Christopher medal necklace chain, Buck realizes, which is kind of a weird thing to do out of the blue, in the middle of the produce section, but then Eddie pulls back and turns away, starts searching through the avocados.

    "I don't think we have to report anything to HR," he says in a completely normal and casual tone of voice. "It's not like we got married."

    Buck is so happy to have Chris and Eddie back in his life, and so confused about what it all means.

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    04 Jun 2026

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    “Come on, Eddie,” Buck groans, “You may hide it well, but I know you don’t like Tommy.”

    Eddie wants to open his mouth and start telling Buck he is wrong. Wants to explain that Buck has it all twisted. But, Buck doesn’t have it wrong. He has it exactly spot on.

    Eddie envies Tommy. He has Buck. He has him and keeps letting him down.

    All Eddie can think about in these moments is how much better Eddie could treat Buck. How Eddie could protect him better, love him better, appreciate him better. And in the dark of his room, blanketed in the cover of night: how much better he could pleasure Buck.

    That last one was a recent addition to the list of things Eddie was sure he could do better than Tommy. It was one of the handful of things he kept locked in the deepest, darkest parts of his soul, only to emerge in the heat of the moment before being shoved back down in shame.

    At Eddie’s silence, Buck lets out a frustrated sigh that snaps Eddie back into focus and the present situation.

    5 times Tommy doesn’t show up for Buck so Eddie does instead, +1 time that Eddie made it clear to Buck that he wanted to be by his side for the rest of their lives.

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    03 Jun 2026

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    Buck confesses to being in love with Eddie, just to clear the air, so there's no secrets between them. Eddie is cool with it. They continue being friends, nothing changes...

    Until Eddie starts acting more and more unhinged.

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    02 Jun 2026