13 Works by TheDespairActor

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    “...If someone asked me what I wanted, I would tell them exactly what I wanted. The problem is, nobody ever asked. So, I took what I wanted. If I didn’t, I would have nothing. You would have nothing. Remember that.”

    Rufus considered the words, staring down at his feet again.

    His father didn’t look at him once during the exchange. Those eyes - eyes that were often remarked to be his own - almost never did.

    Rufus recalls significant events from his rise to take his father's place. Please note possible spoilers and content warnings.

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    Chapters:
    11/?
    Comments:
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    Kudos:
    81
    Bookmarks:
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    His expression was still veiled as he spoke. "Not another word..."

    The Hero of Shinra caught his breath. Genesis slowly turned his head towards his partner, and as he did, the tears streaming freely down his face pelted his fissured shoulder.

    "...Do not say another word, Sephiroth."

    A spirited red-head from Banora awakens a fire within the Hero of Shinra. What follows is a story as timeless as an ancient prose. A tale of unconditional love, cruel betrayal, and untimely downfall.

    Contemporary tribute to the Crisis Core story. Note spoilers, and multiple explicit content warnings at top of first chapter.

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    Chapters:
    73/73
    Comments:
    150
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    250
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    36
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    He knew his mission, and even if this was to be a one-time occurrence, he would complete it with the utmost dedication...and honor.

    When Cissnei extends a casual invitation, Angeal realizes how much he has been deprived for intimate touch. Please note possible spoilers and content warnings.

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    2,843
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    19
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    Gasps became whimpers, and thighs quivered and twitched. Only a short time could pass before Reeve was pulled to a pause by his hair, his gaze meeting blue again. “You... You’re impressive.” It was all their owner could manage.

    A small smile tugged at Reeve’s mouth, though he said nothing.

    Lazard shook his head. “I didn’t expect you to be such a pleaser.”

    With another company executive as his host, Reeve acts upon desires long kept behind closed doors. Please note possible spoilers and content warnings.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    24
    Bookmarks:
    1
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    290
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    It was everything... To know that he drove this man to madness like this. That he was needed by this man in this way. Yes, for all the ways Genesis disdainfully knew he would be outshone by Sephiroth on the warfront - he also knew nobody else could reduce him to...this.

    Genesis welcomes relief from the stresses of his post orders. Please note possible spoilers and content warnings.

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    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    6
    Kudos:
    46
    Bookmarks:
    5
    Hits:
    756
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    In fact, he was trembling now. Every shift of his legs stimulated the waiting heat... Made the strain in his groin call for his knowing hand.

    He’d hardly considered this before. Fantasizing whilst answering his body’s natural prompt, that is. Would he resign himself to that, right here and now?

    Sephiroth desperately wants to finish his report - though his body wants to finish something else... Please note possible spoilers and content warnings.

    Language:
    English
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    1,611
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    37
    Bookmarks:
    6
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    648
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    With the first of the wine emptied, they left the hot spring blushed and tipsy. The upper lake was an just another five kilometres up the pass. A final push up a scree slope brought them to the edge of the caldera, where an ancient river bed served as the path into the mountain’s hidden gem. A place where serenity was plentiful, and the view would never grow old.

    Prior to their planned hike for the Solstice, Genesis' dreams bring him back to a horrible day in Nibelheim. Sephiroth reminds him that the pain of the past is shared, and will never be shouldered alone.

    Part of my fluffy/romantic/hurt & comfort/slice-of-life Sephesis series. Please note possible canon spoilers and content warnings.

    Language:
    English
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    2,402
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    4
    Kudos:
    30
    Bookmarks:
    4
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    298
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    He knew what he’d done was deserving of punishment, and as he kneeled - quivering in his filth - he knew it wouldn’t be long before he was discovered.

    Sephiroth explores humiliation and trauma from his past in a controlled scenario. Please regard author's note and content warnings. (This is far more depraved than my usual smut, be aware!)

    Language:
    English
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    3,193
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    5
    Kudos:
    35
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    956
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    To them, Sephiroth was the background character. A lowly public service worker. A tall man in green coveralls. A nobody. But Sephiroth had a story, and each of them had a story too - he was sure. What was the blond's story, he wondered?

    The meditation of waste management is thrown into tumult when Sephiroth spots a new face on his morning route. Please note possible canon spoilers and content warnings.

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    English
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    Chapters:
    2/2
    Comments:
    18
    Kudos:
    117
    Bookmarks:
    11
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    1,709
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    If it was a mistake, Cloud was sure that it shouldn’t have felt so correct. The caress of lips claiming his own, the possessive hand in his hair, and the muscled arm that had now slipped around the small of his back... All of it was correct. There was no pause - the taste of Zack was an instant addiction.

    A hygienic routine is crashed by the boy of Cloud’s dreams. Only, his dreams don’t ever come true - do they?

    Adorable Zakkura one-shot. Please note both characters are canonically underage.

    Language:
    English
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    2,490
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    14
    Kudos:
    187
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    2,694
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    Moving towards the waiting SOLDIER, Genesis brought his hips close in suggestion. Bringing his hands up to the doubled belt, Sephiroth looked up at him, seeking affirmation. Lips were brought down to his own, a kiss laid upon them. A whisper followed, “Don’t deny it, my dear.”

    Shinra's most decorated SOLDIER is fooled into attending a...strip club, as the Turks had called it. A red-haired dancer unexpectedly captivates him, and indulges him. Just how will the famed Hero handle this?

    Please note possible canon spoilers and content warnings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    13,756
    Chapters:
    3/3
    Comments:
    16
    Kudos:
    69
    Bookmarks:
    10
    Hits:
    998
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    The sun was beginning to set as they seated themselves on the back porch, admiring their acre of efforts. Genesis leaned on Sephiroth’s shoulder, drawing in a tired breath as a muscled arm wrapped around him. Running strained fingers through his locks, he sighed, “...Angeal would have dreamed of this. He loved gardening.”

    Genesis is determined to have all the crops planted in time for the growing season - but Sephiroth worries he may be pushing his degrading body too much.

    Part of my fluffy/romantic/hurt & comfort/slice-of-life Sephesis series. Please note possible canon spoilers and content warnings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    1,503
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    10
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    4
    Hits:
    409
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    Genesis chuckled as the ex-SOLDIER brought one hand towards the hole again, fingers making a more cautious approach. This time, a small, furry paw shot out of the hole, reaching blindly out for the leather clad fingers before batting the side of the crate - a soft bap-bap-bap sound accompanying the flurry. Sephiroth met his lover's gaze from beneath the billow of his silver bangs, his brow furrowed in question.

    The former-Hero of Shinra is plagued by his past, causing both himself and his lover to lose sleep. How can Genesis help?

    Part of my fluffy/romantic/hurt & comfort Sephesis series. Please note possible canon spoilers and content warnings.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    2,349
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    9
    Kudos:
    52
    Bookmarks:
    8
    Hits:
    456

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