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   i've been damaged by madgesundersee

   Fandoms: Heathers: The Musical - Murphy & O'Keefe  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • Major Character Death
   • F/F
   • Work in Progress

   21 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Jason "J. D." Dean/Veronica Sawyer
   • Jason "J. D." Dean
   • Veronica Sawyer
   • Veronica Sawyer's Mother
   • the heathers and veronicas dad are here but theyre unimportant
   • Betty Finn
   • Female Jason "J. D." Dean
   • Jason "J. D." Dean Loves Veronica Sawyer
   • Lesbian Veronica Sawyer
   • Angst
   • Fluff and Angst
   • the angst really wins in the end
   • Suicide
   • Suicide Notes
   • Jason "J. D." Dean Needs a Hug
   • Character Death
   • Heavy Angst
   • Angst and Tragedy
   • Autistic Jason "J. D." Dean
   • Author Is Sleep Deprived
   • author is writing angst as a coping mechanism
   • and is not too sure if it's working
   • Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Self-Harm
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • the first chapter is pretty fluffy but around the end there's a BUNCH of triggers (see other tags)
   • second chapter is just angst and probably extremely triggering
   • my bad - Freeform
   • but also i regret nothing
   • Title from Next to Normal
   • partly
   • Song: I Am Damaged (Heathers)
   • vent fic
   • Religious Imagery & Symbolism
   • author simultaneously regrets everything and nothing
   • Grief/Mourning
   • Mental Health Issues
   • Suicidal Thoughts
   • Mild Smut
   • you can just skip over it if you want
   • First Kiss
   • neurodivergence from the perspective of a neurotypical
   • Guilt
   • please point out spelling errors because if i find them randomly after 2 months i will cry
   • I cried multiple times while writing this
   • and what if i said jd is my self-insert
   • POV First Person
   • Veronica's POV
   • THE FOLLOWING TAGS APPLY TO THE SECOND CHAPTER:
   • Child Abuse
   • Eating Disorders
   • Disordered Eating
   • Depression
   • References to Depression

   Summary

   Veronica falls in love with the new girl in school--a girl who just seems to sit on the floor, reading a book, during lunch. She's very interested and very happy when the girl reciprocates her feelings.

   J.D. falls in love with the one of the most popular girls in school. She doesn't know why she's suddenly being loved. She appreciates it, but deep down, she knows she can't stay. She knows that by the end of the week, she'll be hanging from the ceiling.

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   if you know me irl... no you don't

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   6,707

   Chapters:

   1/2

   Comments:

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   Kudos:

   7

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   23 Jun 2026