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    Logically, Connor should have noticed something was different after the moment of his deviancy, after he consciously chose not to shoot Markus, but he truly didn’t notice it until months later, as he watched, in absolute interest, as Hank typed something on his computer across from him at his desk.

    Or: In which Connor simultaneously experiences an emotional and sexual awakening in the wake of his deviancy and handles it in the best way he can. By not telling anyone.

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    02 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 3

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    You bought the box.

    Just saw brass and mystery and thought: “yes please.”

    Now it hums like a dying saint and your cat hasn’t blinked in six hours.

    You didn't find the box.

    It found you.

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    15 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 7

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    Continuation of my other fic where Conquest is working for Cecil after having a modified version of the "kill switch" implanted in his head sometime after S3.

    Cecil is kidnapped by a Viltrumite sent to retrieve Conquest

    aka MORE toxic old man yaoi

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    15 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 13

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    AU one-shot where Conquest is working for Cecil after having a modified version of the "kill switch" implanted in his head sometime after S3

    Aka toxic old man yaoi

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    15 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 6

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    There was once a time when Cyran yearned for the title of Merlin to be bestowed upon him. This very achievement was stolen from his grasp, and by someone he dared to adore. His arrogance threatened to brew resentment, but this new Merlin offered him a temporary distraction from the lingering feeling of betrayal.

    (Merlin shapeshifts into Cyran and they get nasty. Weird convoluted selfcest, if you will.)

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    27 May 2026

  6. Public Bookmark 6

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    the first half of this was written before 6.6 and im still shocked at how in character this is.. my yaoi senses never lie ig

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    5 First Times and 1 Time that never even happened at all
    First Meeting
    First Partnership
    First Time meeting the Family
    First Time waking up next to Each Other
    First Time, period
    (First Time?) Saying: "I love You"

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    As always this is part of a series, and this CAN be read as a standalone, but since these are only snippets of their relationship over the years, you should probably read part 1 (the og, the confession) and part 2 (the name change from dottore to zandik) for better context.
    3 isnt necessary cuz its angsty and i dont like writing angst so theres 0 mention of it here.
    im so nice, arent i?

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    27 May 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 48

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    Just like Icarus, Dottore set his goal for the sun, and yet here Pantalone was, hopelessly enamoured with the moonlight left in its wake.

    “And you must understand this, Feofan…”

    His thumb traced slowly along Pantalone’s cheekbone, brushing away the tear that had escaped moments prior, the touch warm and achingly careful. It felt almost contradictory, this tenderness coming from the very same hands that had torn apart flesh, carved through divinity, reached fearlessly into horrors that would drive lesser men mad.

    “Know that when I die, I will die satisfied."

    Outside, somewhere beyond the frost-laced windows of the palace, the world continued to turn indifferently. The promise of war, of divine retribution, continued to loom over them. And Dottore—brilliant, monstrous, gentle Dottore—had always been born with his eyes fixed forward and upward.

    “I will die on my own terms.”

    - - - - - - - -

    Pantalone was a very desperate man.

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    26 May 2026

  8. Public Bookmark 3

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    ever wondered what Pantalone did after after Dottore went and *spoilers* died???

    well, you can find out now!!!

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    Heh, how ironic. Zandik’s grand experiment had ended his own life in a brilliant flame, but perhaps he had gotten a hold of Pantalone’s heart on his way down to those fiery pits of hell, and dragged it all the way.

    Perhaps that was why Pantalone was feeling this way at all. A bit of his heart had burnt away, leaving not even ashes in its place.

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    26 May 2026

  9. Public Bookmark 10

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    He hated things he didn’t know.
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    6.6 spoilers!!

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    22 May 2026

  10. Public Bookmark 7

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    ‘We could live forever, you know. You and I,’ Pantalone uttered into the night air, enjoying the lingering buzz of wine from dinner.

    Pantalone and Prime Dottore were stood underneath the moonlight, in one of the Zapolyarny Palace’s gardens. It was a cold yet peaceful night, there were no animals or people in sight, only the gentle falling snow accompanied them.

    Dottore gazed off into the Snezhnayan night sky as he replied. ‘My dear banker, the probability of that happening is very minute.’

    Or, Pantalone’s reflection upon Dottore’s death and where the absence of the scientist leaves him.

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    22 May 2026

  11. Public Bookmark 28

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    Neuvillette was a frequent visitor to your gardencentre in Fontaine. What began as a shared love for nature, it blossomed into a gentle friendship. But one afternoon, he arrived looking rather hot. His usual grace replaced with something unusual. Something was clearly off… but what?

    Neuvillette x Reader Smut (A lengthy oneshot)

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    21 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 10

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    During the course of Chains of Eternity, I found the dynamic of Cyran vs. Merlin too good to ignore. Speculations have followed.

    Consider this some expanded dialog between the two of them, some fleshed out additions giving the pair more of a chance to banter, among other things. I tried, very hard, not to veer too off course from the tangible lore we were given. Some scenes have been tweaked, others have been added, but my goal was to create something that still fit the course of the chapter. That being said, I don't think the lore will ever confirm Merlin/Cyran, but that doesn't mean I will not indulge myself, and hopefully indulge you in the process.

    Enjoy!

    Estimated Read Time: 35-40 minutes

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    28 Sep 2025

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    He told himself it was for the war effort, the fact that the conversations were some of the most interesting he had ever had was simply a side benefit.

    The fact that Aaravos’ voice was incredibly compelling had nothing to do with it.

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    09 Aug 2025

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    “Take the risk,” Aaravos says, “or play it safe.” He leans forward to whisper in Viren’s ear, “The choice is yours.”

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    08 Aug 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 12

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    (This is an on going work)
    This is the story of how Josiah Trelawny joined the Dutch Vanderlinde Gang and his long and passionate relationship with Arthur Morgan. I based this off of how I and many others feel there is a lot of secret queer communication in the game, especially from characters like Josiah Trelawny. A lot of things from his dialogue is left in mystery. Stuff which Arthur always seems to understand. So what if some of Arthur and Josiah’s interactions in the game play were coded talk referring to more private moments. A long building love story unfolds.
    This story will eventually run past Ch. 6 of the game itself. High Honor.

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    03 Aug 2025

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    “Hugo.” Lycaon doesn’t even have the decency to sound winded, although it means the frustration is all the more obvious in his voice. He stops several paces away, further than their usual preference, obviously wary of spooking Hugo into fleeing once more. “Stop fucking running.”

    “I already stopped,” Hugo points out. “Otherwise, you wouldn’t even be able to catch my shadow.”

    Lycaon’s eyes flash with ire, but after a moment, he backs down. When he speaks again, the previous hesitance is back. “Then… can we talk?”

    “What’s there to talk about?” Hugo says. “Jack was very clear. He doesn’t trust me. And you obviously agree.”

    “I do trust you—”

    “Because your silence was so convincing.”

    Lycaon opens his mouth, but no words emerge.

    Hugo smiles. It feels overstretched on his lips, stiff and unnatural. “Like so,” he says softly, and takes a step backward.

     

    (A canon divergence story set during Hugo and Lycaon's youth, in which Hugo overhears the entire conversation between Jack and Lycaon in that small attic.

    Only this time, Lycaon realizes that Hugo was there, and that he heard everything).

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    25 Jul 2025

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    Hugo’s resentment at Lycaon’s decision to leave Mockingbird, his hatred towards his father, the fear as he sat at Lycaon’s side, waiting – for either help to come, or for Lycaon’s heartbeat to fade away – all of that has been smothered by sheer exhaustion, leaving Hugo numb and empty.

    Without his emotions getting in the way, Hugo’s thoughts are startlingly clear.

    Betrayals and abandonment, secrets and broken promises – none of those matter. All that matters is Lycaon, and who he is to Hugo.

    His dearest partner, now turned his greatest traitor.

    And yet—

    —still his, always.

     

    (Their confrontation after the failed assasination attempt on the Ravenlock family head is not the last time Hugo sees Lycaon; before they go their separate ways, Hugo makes several arrangements that, years later, will influence his reunion with Lycaon and set the stage for future collaborations.

    Missing scenes from Hugo and Lycaon's past and present, on their separation and eventual reconciliation. Contains major spoilers for Bury Your Tears With The Past Part A and B).

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    18 May 2025

  18. Public Bookmark 3

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    A failed scientist sent to work by Mortefi's side in hopes that your talent blossoms. But something else blossoms instead.

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    06 May 2025

  19. Public Bookmark 19

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    There's a method of dealing with these situations, an infallible pattern, a chain of events needed to be set off to fix everything by means of more ruin. Ironic, how destruction seems to build them up. Give and take, build and burn, steal and gift. It's a dance, really, but neither of them thinks himself a good dancer.

    Hugo loses the battle against his own demons, and Lycaon has to fix it using unconventional methods.

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    16 Mar 2025

  20. Public Bookmark 45

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    Yet, as the inevitable draws closer…

    So does he.

    His focus wavers.

    Lycaon’s snarls drag a memory to the forefront of Hugo’s mind—hands bound above his head, fangs bared and eyes gleaming, yet not with the malice they currently possess. Watching, yearning, as Lycaon observes the sensual roll of Hugo’s hips, flitting from the bulge in his abdomen back to his face, the room filled with the sound of skin slapping against skin and desperate wanton noise.

    A second is enough for Lycaon to recover. Hugo knows this. Intimately so.

    But he remains anchored to his spot.

    Hugo’s hands tremble. 

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    5,668

    16 Mar 2025

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