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    The story of Rolim (Tav) and his friends and family.

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  1. Public Bookmark 2

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    The Absolute has been defeated, the crisis averted. But there is more to rebuild than just the city of Baldur's Gate. Countless minds have been broken, countless hearts injured, including that of the former Archduke. When the dethroned tyrant finds his way into a therapist's office, he is pushed to explore parts of himself that he had once expertly hidden. But will they help him to heal and move forward? Or will they simply stoke his hatred?

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    14 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 11

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    I'm told my father once declared that he'd prayed to every single god, and none had answered. Lucky asshole, because one keeps answering me. Won't leave me the fuck alone, actually, no matter how far I run or how loud I beg him to stop.

    A bhaalspawn returns to the Gate, 80 years after the brain fell, 10 years after Jaheira died, and 2 years after she started finding herself suddenly standing over dead bodies, missing hours or days worth of memories.

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    19 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 14

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    “Hells below, Wyll, not everything is about your precious soul,” Mizora says with a huff. She arches one brow, looking him over with faint disdain. “Even if I wanted your mangy, chewed-up soul, it’s not yours to give.”

    Wyll keeps his face impassive, but a dreadful foreboding creeps along his skin, making his hair stand on end. “Meaning?”


    Wyll Ravengard loves Astarion. In the five years since he claimed the omega as his mate, he’s experienced joy beyond anything he ever thought possible. Duke, husband, father; Wyll wears these titles happily, proud to serve the city he loves, and to raise his son alongside the elf he could never let go. Marriage is work, especially when your husband is the Vampire Ascendant, but, despite the challenges, the past five years have been nothing short of blissful.

    But there are things he doesn’t know. Things that will shake the foundations of the life he’s built with Astarion to the ground. Can they rebuild from wreckage once the truth becomes known?

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    06 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch. 2

  4. Public Bookmark 31

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    Gale returns to Waterdeep with Tav and Astarion to find a cure for vampirism. If Gale were to become Mystra’s Chosen again, he could cure Astarion himself. What they should definitely not do – according to Gale – is consult his old classmate, Evelyn, a necromancer who casts with the Shadow Weave. Unfortunately for Gale, Tav and Astarion are determined to seek her out.

    Evelyn, meanwhile, has never explored the full extent of her magic. Embracing the Shadow Weave cost her dearly, and she fears there will be more to pay. Nevertheless she’ll do her best to help Astarion, even if it means working with Gale, for whom her feelings are… complicated.

    ***If you like two people who are clearly down bad for each other, but have to work through their hang-ups first, this is for you! Despite angsty moments, this is a light-hearted tale of romance and adventure.***

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    06 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 15

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    Yet I feel desire
    Deep craving—heat
    Hunger
    And I fear the day I may
    have no choice but to
    let it feed.

    Gortash stared at the poem, at a complete loss for words. And for emotions. And then, the smug grin tugged at his lips. ... She could claim all she wanted that she was no longer the girl he lay in that graveyard with all those years ago. It was clear that in ways, she indeed was.

    Durge could talk all she wanted about being nothing but a scion of Bhaal ... and claim until she ran out of breath that it was all she was, all she would ever be...

    Ophelia the poet, the lover of life and nature, and the girl who craved a soft touch was still alive in there. And she wanted him.

    Gortash tightened his fist around the parchment, crumpling it as he held it to his chest and stared out the tower window, still grinning.

    And he wanted her.

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    The pre-canon backstory of my Durge, Ophelia. For all the devotion she thinks she should have to Bhaal, she is just as equally full of female rage and desire to be free and to love the childhood friend who treated her like a person when no one else did.

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    03 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ch. 2