SMOMOSELFLOVE
Recent bookmarks
-
Tags
Summary
Erling stands by his own car for a second too long, keys in hand, and tells himself it’s none of his business. That’s the truth, technically. It just doesn’t feel true in his chest, where something has gone tight and watchful, the way it does on the pitch half a second before he sees an opening nobody else has spotted yet.
Or
There's something not quite right about Jude's new girl. Erling notices.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 13,946
- Chapters:
- 6/?
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 100
- Kudos:
- 301
- Bookmarks:
- 69
- Hits:
- 4,535
Bookmarked by SMOMOSELFLOVE
31 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Jude being abused by bf Erling the savior
-
Tags
Summary
sixteen year old jude bellingham has been an erling fan since childhood. shortly after joining borussia dortmund, he’s forced to face the player he once idolized from afar. what happens when he has to confront his childhood crush face to face?
-
Tags
Summary
Jude isn't an alpha. But he can pretend.
Unfortunately, Erling notices.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 26,411
- Chapters:
- 7/?
- Comments:
- 201
- Kudos:
- 1,154
- Bookmarks:
- 192
- Hits:
- 15,157
Bookmarked by SMOMOSELFLOVE
30 Jul 2026
Bookmarker's Notes
Jude pretending tk be alpha is omega, erling doesn't know yet
-
Tags
Summary
Everyone thinks Jude Bellingham has everything under control.
On the pitch he's one of the best young footballers in the world. Off it, he smiles through interviews, signs shirts, and tells everyone he's fine.
The problem is that he isn't.
As the pressure of football, social media, and impossible expectations slowly become too much to carry alone, the people around him begin to notice. Erling Haaland refuses to let Jude disappear into himself, and with the quiet support of his teammates, family, and friends, Jude begins the longest match of his life: learning that recovery isn't about becoming perfect again.
It's about letting people stay.
Bookmarked by SMOMOSELFLOVE
30 Jul 2026
-
Tags
Summary
"Lose my number, Erling." Jude surprised himself with the bitterness in his tone. Erling's expression didn't change, a muscle in his jaw ticked slightly, but that was all he let Jude see. "If you act like this over a football match, I can't be that important to you anyway."
Erling's expression didn't change that time, either. The pain in Jude's chest grew.
"Maybe not," Came Erling's answer, tone flattened again. Walls up. Jude scoffed and shook his head, laughing in a way that was completely devoid of humour. A stark contrast to every other laugh he'd shared with the older man.
Or
After the England vs. Norway match, Jude confronts Erling about his coldness on the pitch.
Bookmarked by SMOMOSELFLOVE
24 Jul 2026