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Tony tuned out the rest of their conversation, the amorous banter sent sharp stabs of loneliness and pain through his heart. And longing. Longing for something that he’d never have especially not after this. He stared down and inched his feet closer and closer to the edge tipping forward and-.
“This garden is filled with blossoming loneliness
I tied myself to this sandcastle filled with thorns
What is your name?
Do you even have a place to go?
Oh could you tell me?
I saw you hiding in this garden.”Tony doesn’t know whose singing it is, doesn’t know the song, doesn’t know anything whilst the verses reverberate through his head except those words and the soothing wistful tone in which they’re sung.
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Or a lot has happened to Tony by the time he's 21 and coping is hard. Dying seems like the easy way out, the best way to give the people what they want but on the nights that he tries a song stops him and then he meets Loki and James who show him that dying might be the easiest way but living can be a lot more fun.- Language:
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16 Jul 2026
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Bedding two psychopaths is just another day in the life of Tony Stark.
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09 Jul 2026
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you with the sad eyes by Deadgirl_walking
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), Marvel Cinematic Universe, Thor (Movies), Iron Man (Movies)
09 Nov 2019
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In which Tony notices that Loki’s eyes are the same colour as possessed Clint’s, and decides to do something about it. Set during The Avengers
EDIT March 2021: In preparation for a sequel I’m planning (in a fairly distant future), I am going to begin editing this story - nothing major, I just want to update it a little so I’m still happy with it two years on. I will update here which chapters have been edited, but I will not be changing any major elements of the story, just tweaking the style, and a little bit of the pacing. Please feel free to still read while I am in the process of editing, the reading experience will not be hindered in any way!
Up to Chapter 15 updated
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24 Jun 2026
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Tony’s less of an Avenger and more of an Avenger for hire - and that means his services are available to anyone who can pay the price. So when Loki shows up and asks for a consultation, it’d just be bad practice to turn him down.
Loki doesn’t exactly pay by credit card. No, he’s offering something much more appealing...
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19 Jun 2026
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While Away the Time by etlabete for zombieporno
Fandoms: The Avengers (Marvel Movies), The Avengers (Marvel) - All Media Types
16 Jun 2015
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By chance, Tony discovers that Loki is not in Asgard, but has been living on Earth - in New York, no less - for the last few years.
As per usual, he can't leave things well enough alone.
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18 Jun 2026