Portgasdava



Recent bookmarks

  1. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    ...I guess I should just say it. I was wondering if you'd—”

    “I think we should stop seeing each other.”

    “—like to come to my cottage this summer.”

    The plate slips from Shane's hand and shatters on the kitchen floor.

    Or: Shane doesn't get injured that night Montreal plays Boston. Ilya follows through on his plan to break things off with him. Well, he tries, at least.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    8,225
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    757
    Kudos:
    21,719
    Bookmarks:
    4,715
    Hits:
    198,930

    18 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    It was during this hysterical lament that Ilya realized what was wrong, what was off. The initial softness, the confusion, the vulnerability. It was out of character — Shane was so often in control of himself, of what he said, even when emotions were high . . . with one exception.

    If Ilya fucked him particularly . . . intensely, if he got Shane feeling a lot, he'd get soft afterwards. Quiet, a little ditzy, emotional. The first time it'd happened — or the first time he'd recognized it — was years ago in Las Vegas after winning MVP. He remembered the look on Hollander's face when he left — wide and teary-eyed, lip trembling, tripping over himself.

    Since then, with a little trial and error, Ilya had learned how to manage it. Had grown to love it. If he treated him right, he could buff away all of Shane's sharp edges and be left with the soft, gooey inside. Floating and tethering himself to Ilya.

    Now, Shane was out there, floating, without anyone to tether himself to. Falling. And suddenly Ilya was panicking, too.

    or: shane, trying to get over rozanov, has sex with someone else and and falls into subdrop. scared and confused, he calls ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,009
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    354
    Kudos:
    11,879
    Bookmarks:
    2,044
    Hits:
    87,726

    18 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Lando attaches the blushy, pouty photo and sends it, then locks his phone and drops it onto the carpet beside him, staring up at the ceiling.

    There’s a pause, stretching suspiciously long.

    A faint click echoes through the call. Mute. Then unmute again.

    “Sorry,” OP says when he comes back, his voice rougher now. “Thought someone was at the door.”

    Or: Lando loses an F1 championship and signs up for a charity Minecraft speedrunning tournament to cope with his existential crisis. Turns out his coach, faceless speedrunning champion OP81, might be a bit of a fanboy.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    152,518
    Chapters:
    4/4
    Comments:
    1,865
    Kudos:
    4,202
    Bookmarks:
    1,131
    Hits:
    82,707

    02 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 15

    Tags
    Summary

    “Do you believe in curses, Mr. Piastri?”

    “What?” Oscar asks, baffled.

    “You know,” Norris says. “The ones you hear about in sea shanties. Ceto and her lighthouse. The Devil’s Trench and the drunken lightkeeper.”

    “They’re just songs,” Oscar says.

    Norris starts walking again. “To seamen,” Norris says, “the songs are a third of their everything.” A pause. “The songs, the sea, the rum. You see it?”

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    7,342
    Chapters:
    1/3
    Comments:
    69
    Kudos:
    101
    Bookmarks:
    15
    Hits:
    1,069

    16 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark *

    Tags
    Summary

    Shane pulls back, carefully cradling Ilya’s face. “Maybe we shouldn’t.”

    “You don’t want to?” Ilya’s eyes are bottomless; swimming with grief. He says it like he really means, You don’t want me?

    “That isn’t what I mean,” Shane says gently, brushing his thumb over Ilya’s cheekbone. Ilya’s eyes flutter shut, as if being treated so tenderly causes him physical pain. Like he isn’t used to it. “You’re hurting. I don’t want you to regret it in the morning.” 

    Ilya’s eyes open. “I have never regretted a moment with you.”

    *

    Or: the missing hotel room scene in Florida after Shane comforts Ilya.

    Language:
    English
    Words:
    3,328
    Chapters:
    1/1
    Comments:
    460
    Kudos:
    18,779
    Bookmarks:
    3,775
    Hits:
    160,608

    01 Jan 2026