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   saving a world that doesn't exist by bluebeholder

   Fandom Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)

   • Teen And Up Audiences, General Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Series

   17 Jun 2026

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo/Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo & The King In Yellow | Hastur
   • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo
   • Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3
   • The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Fix-It of Sorts
   • Hurt/Comfort
   • Falling In Love
   • Hospitalization
   • Brain Damage
   • he tanked infinite knowledge TWICE you don't walk away unscathed from that
   • Body Horror
   • NO REALLY TAKE THAT TAG SERIOUSLY PLEASE
   • Cosmic Horror
   • Alive Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Protective AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • the king in yellow isn't here but it isn't NOT here either
   • Post-Video: Destroying A World That Doesn't Exist (Web Series)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 Lives (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Established Relationship
   • Idiots in Love
   • Literally Touching Grass
   • Psychological Horror
   • BUT it's stilll a
   • Happy Ending
   • Slice of Life
   • Fluff
   • mildly ominous but still
   • AveryTheMayo Has ADHD (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Near Drowning
   • the church comes back to bite avery
   • Protective Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • the king in yellow isn't not here if you get what i mean
   • Ambiguous/Open Ending
   • Prophetic Dreams
   • avery is a weirdness magnet
   • Derek Hutchins | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge
   • and it really comes in clutch this time!
   • Arguing
   • Apologies
   • Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • References to The King in Yellow - Robert W. Chambers
   • Carcosa (The King in Yellow)
   • Romance
   • It/Its Pronouns For The King In Yellow | Hastur (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Avery | AveryTheMayo is Not Stupid
   • wingman hastur
   • Musings on Mortality
   • Growing Old Together

   Summary

   Derek survives his encounter with the King in Yellow. So does Avery. Together, they navigate the aftermath.

   Words:

   15,591

   Works:

   7

   Bookmarks:

   130

   Bookmarked by PleaseEnjoyThePainThatCannotBeAvoided

   18 Jul 2026

2. Public Bookmark 81

   light from infinite depths by bluebeholder

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series)  

   • Teen And Up Audiences
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   08 Apr 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • AveryTheMayo/Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Post-Video: Destroying A World That Doesn't Exist (Web Series)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 Lives (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Derek | d3rLord3 Has Infinite Knowledge (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Established Relationship
   • Idiots in Love
   • Literally Touching Grass
   • Psychological Horror
   • BUT it's stilll a
   • Happy Ending

   Summary

   A year and a half after the Crossroads, Derek's still got a head full of semi-infinite knowledge, but little by little, with Avery's help, he's healing.

   Time to go outside and touch some grass.

   Series

   • Part 2 of saving a world that doesn't exist

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   2,296

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   126

   Kudos:

   941

   Bookmarks:

   81

   Hits:

   3,631

   Bookmarked by PleaseEnjoyThePainThatCannotBeAvoided

   18 Jul 2026

3. Public Bookmark *

   Should have known by SuperLlily

   Fandoms: Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist - Wifies (Web Series), Minecraft (Video Game)  

   • Explicit
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   26 Dec 2025

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • AveryTheMayo/d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo & d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Bottom d3rLord3 (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Power Bottom d3rlord3
   • Top AveryTheMayo (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Strength Kink
   • AveryTheMayo Being an Idiot (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)
   • Belly Bulge
   • Wow what a tag amiright
   • Anal Sex
   • Riding
   • Teasing
   • Overstimulation
   • Size Queen D3rlod3
   • d3rLord3's Helmet Stays On During Sex (Searching For A World That Doesn't Exist)

   Summary

   Where Avery is deceptively strong due to his sky wars training and it awakens something in Derlord. Avery thinks it’s fear…

   Spoiler alert. He’s terribly wrong.

   Series

   • Part 1 of SuperLlily’s nsfw sfawtde

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   10,964

   Chapters:

   2/2

   Comments:

   263

   Kudos:

   3,496

   Bookmarks:

   343

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   39,655

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   17 Jul 2026

4. Public Bookmark 2

   【唯神能恕】人造残片 by kokinoki for Ophelieeee

   Fandoms: Only God Forgives (2013)  

   • Explicit
   • Major Character Death
   • M/M
   • Complete Work

   23 Jun 2026

   Tags

   • Major Character Death
   • Original Male Character/Julian
   • Julian Thompson (Only God Forgives)
   • G向

   Summary

   进入下一个颠倒的世界。

   Language:

   中文-普通话 國語

   Words:

   4,830

   Chapters:

   1/1

   Comments:

   4

   Kudos:

   17

   Bookmarks:

   2

   Hits:

   82

   Bookmarked by PleaseEnjoyThePainThatCannotBeAvoided

   14 Jul 2026

5. Public Bookmark 39

   me and you, and you and me (so happy together) by stormjoys

   Fandoms: Lars and the Real Girl (2007), Barbie (Movie 2023)  

   • Mature
   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • M/M
   • Work in Progress

   19 Jul 2026

   Tags

   • No Archive Warnings Apply
   • Ryan Gosling's Ken (Barbie 2023)/Lars Lindstrom (Lars and the Real Girl)
   • Lars Lindstrom (Lars and the Real Girl)
   • Ryan Gosling's Ken (Barbie 2023)
   • Gus Lindstrom (Lars and the Real Girl)
   • Karin Lindstrom
   • Original Background Characters
   • Getting Together
   • Ryan Gosling's Ken Has All the Genitals (Barbie 2023)
   • Ryan Gosling's Ken is Trans (Barbie 2023)
   • Eventual Smut
   • Autistic Lars Lindstrom (Lars and the Real Girl)
   • Coworkers to Lovers
   • Friends to Lovers
   • Pining
   • Mutual Pining
   • Wet Dream
   • no beta we just die
   • Masturbation
   • Implied/Referenced Child Abuse
   • Implied/Referenced Death in Childbirth
   • Other Additional Tags to Be Added
   • Ryan Gosling Character Combinations
   • ryan gosling cinematic universe
   • Ryan Gosling's Ken is Intersex (Barbie 2023)
   • Rating May Change
   • Masturbation in Shower

   Summary

   Lars is getting fed up with a certain coworker, but he can't quite place his finger on why. Said coworker is just busy admiring the view.

   OR: Ken is infatuated. Lars is oblivious. They're both a little stupid.

   OR 2.0: Lars has never had feelings for another man. Ken helps him navigate said feelings, and Lars discovers himself along the way. They're adorable and it's sickening.

   Language:

   English

   Words:

   23,340

   Chapters:

   3/?

   Comments:

   75

   Kudos:

   173

   Bookmarks:

   39

   Hits:

   1,486

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   11 Jul 2026