Pilgrimwanders



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    “I’m not sure of the exact reasons Montreal has, but the League needs a distraction from the bad press.” Laurenti’s face twists with disapproval. “Crowell’s known to be friendly with the Morin family, they own the Metros. Crowell must have asked for a favor and who knows what he’s promised them in return. Who better to distract from a scandal than Canada’s favorite son?”

    The realization hits Ilya like a punch to the solar plexus.

    “They’re trading Shane fucking Hollander?” Reilly questions with utter disbelief. It takes a half second more before he follows the question with another. “We’re signing him?”

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    News that Dallas Kent, up and coming star center for the Toronto Guardians, is wanted for murder breaks during the Sochi Olympics.

    Neither Shane nor Ilya have any idea that it will change their lives.

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    30 Jun 2026

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    If Ilya Rozanov was set to be branded for life in the space above his butt crack, he was damn well going to pay a premium for it.

    Booking with one of the most exclusive tattoo studios in North America was the easy bit.

    Having his brain melted into oblivion by Shane Hollander’s steady hands and even steadier voice was decidedly not part of the plan.

    Or, the one where tattoo artist Shane is very good at giving instructions.

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    25 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 28

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    Up until the moment he had an actual cock in his mouth, Shane kept telling himself he’d gone to the bathhouse for professional reasons.

    Shane is an exorcist. Ilya is a temperamental bathhouse spirit. The rest is history.

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Obaa-chan pulled back and held his cheek in her gnarled hands. "In a matter of speaking. You're not dead, but you're not awake," she said. "Your body is back in the physical world. Your mind is in between worlds for some time."

    "I don't understand," Shane said, shaking his head. "This is crazy. Why would…"

    And then he remembered.

    Marleau taking him out on the ice. The dizzying blur of lights and faces above him. The searing pain in his collarbone and the back of his head. A final, feeble thought—I'm glad Ilya isn't here to see this; he would worry.

    And then pure darkness.

    Oh, god.

    Shortly after Shane begins to date Rose, Marleau knocks him out on the ice, sending him into a coma. As a terrified Ilya, who is away for his father’s funeral, rushes to Shane’s side, Shane is taken through a series of visions exploring the past, present, and future.

    Or: Shane meets two dead women, a psychic, and a faceless entity; travels into the past of his loved ones; and answers a question that has long been out of his grasp: what does he really want?

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    16 Jun 2026

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    Shane Hollander wakes up in 2006, fifteen years old again—thirteen months before he had presented as an omega, thirty-one months before he'd meet Ilya Rozanov in Regina, thirteen years before the world had turned on him for his lies, and fifteen years before he had tried to kill himself.

    (He would never know if he had succeeded.)

    Ilya had always believed that love conquered all, and Shane had thought he had been catastrophizing for not following similar thoughts.

    Love, it seemed, had not been enough. Not that time.

    Shane resolves to change that.

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    16 Jun 2026