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Exercises in Futility by TwelfthAdept
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
25 Nov 2023
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Sometimes there's nothing left to do except pick up the pieces.
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14 Mar 2025
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‘Neath A Crimson Light by Ladyylavender
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek: The Original Series
11 Oct 2023
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Before there was Jim, there was JT. Before there was bravery in the face of adversity, there was a scared boy who froze at the slightest hint of danger, a boy once thought dead.
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Wherein Jim freezes in fear and spirals out of control
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13 Mar 2025
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Got no Reason yet to Die by Innocentfighter
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies), Star Trek
31 Dec 2015
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This is familiar ground. He's used to running. It's what he's always done, it's the only thing his brother ever taught him. Run and don't look back. You'll survive that way.
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- Part 2 of Run
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01 Mar 2025
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I Am Not Who I Was (Don't Call Me My Past) by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
28 Jan 2019
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Jim hates being called Jimmy. That's not who he is-- not any more. But how the hell was he supposed to explain that without dumping his whole life story in the process?
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27 Feb 2025
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Going Beyond by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
14 Mar 2020
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It’s like the old proverbs say: it’s lonely out in space.
His captaincy is lonelier than he could have imagined, and changes happen so fast. In the blink of an eye, years have passed and they’ve gone from solar fire-- the crew that did the impossible and beat all the odds-- to repetitive milk runs and the steady, stalwart duties of a Starfleet flagship. Daring exploration gives way to the overly formal procedural ops of negotiations and treaties, and while Jim sees the good in it he can’t help but miss the days when it felt like what he was doing mattered.
Following the aftermath of Star Trek: Beyond, faced with the decimation of his crew and ship and a loss of self, Jim struggles to piece his life back together on Yorktown.
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- Part 3 of Interludes
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You Shant Go Alone Into Darkness by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
19 Dec 2017
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“Jim,” Scotty breathed in disbelief, forcing the words out against the lump in his throat, “Jim, Christ, what have ye-- I have te-- let me get the doctor, won’t be but a minute, just let me--”
Scotty was already rising unsteadily to his feet when he heard the soft whisper.
“Not Bones.”
An exploration of a concept I hinted at in another of my fics, written as a gift for the Star Trek Secret Santa Fic Exchange.
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23 Feb 2025
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You're One of Us (You're Here to Stay) by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
03 Sep 2017
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“I know that what happened here… you’re not quite sure how to deal with it. And that’s ok, but I want you to understand something, alright?”
Here he paused and looked at Jim, ducking his head as he tried to make eye contact. “Jim, look at me.” Jim did. “I want you to know that I would never hurt Joanna. Not ever.”
“I know, Bones."
“And I would never hurt you, either, kid.”
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These Ghosts Are Not My Own by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
24 Oct 2017
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Post-Narada and Jim isn't coping. He hasn't eaten or slept, he's beat all to hell and his head is full of memories that he's pretty sure aren't his. Of course Bones is here to witness it all.
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23 Feb 2025
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Toeing the Line by BeautyGraceOuterSpace
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
05 Oct 2018
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Len took a moment to collect his thoughts, pursing his lips and sucking on his teeth to refrain from sighing heavily. Jim was in no state to hear the full scale of his lecture on health and bad decisions, not now.
He had a guilt complex a mile long, and had for as long as Len had known him. Hell if he knew what to do about it, but right now it was taking its toll.
He was exhausted. He was making himself sick. And he looked so damn defeated.
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22 Feb 2025
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butterfly hearts by submissive_escargot
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga), SPY x FAMILY (Anime)
16 Oct 2022
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After a nightmare about the alternate future in Bond’s vision, Anya needs reassurance that her Papa is safe and sound.
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22 Feb 2025
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like strings of hearts beating entwined, this life is alight because it's with you by yourendlessblue
Fandoms: SPY x FAMILY (Manga)
09 Aug 2022
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Agent Twilight fears little in his life. Agent Twilight does not remember his mother’s face, his mother’s voice, does not yearn to remember. Agent Twilight does not believe in God, They who fated wars.
But this time, he fears, he yearns, he wishes.
He prays.
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- Part 2 of we're half awake in a fake empire
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22 Feb 2025
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Ear Infection by EvangeliaMerryll
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
19 Oct 2023
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AKA- Jim has trouble asking for help.
Small problems always turn into big ones when Jim refuses to admit something is wrong and ask for help.
Sicktember 2021 prompt of 'ear infection'
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- Part 23 of Sicktember 2021
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21 Feb 2025
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ghost days by cafewrites
Fandoms: Star Trek, Star Trek: The Original Series, Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
01 Mar 2023
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Doctor Leonard “Bones” McCoy often wondered if there was a single mistake he made as a child that solidified his fate to grow old as a miserable, empty man.
Or: Bones had major depressive disorder. Jim and Spock notice when it gets bad and want to help their friend.
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19 Feb 2025
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When Jim gets sick during Christmas in Georgia
Fulfills Sicktember 2021 prompt, "blankets"
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- Part 26 of Sicktember 2021
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19 Feb 2025
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The three people who figured out that Jim was on Tarsus IV.
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18 Feb 2025
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McCoy becomes CMO and finds himself privy to confidential information in Jim's medical file. Starts just after the movie leaves off and continues until just after the Enterprise docks again.
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Academy fic. Dr. Leonard McCoy thinks he has nothing in common with command-track cadet Jim Kirk, until a series of events forces them together. When a simple training mission is derailed into a seemingly hopeless situation, both have to learn to trust one another, and they’ll need all their wits and survival skills to stay alive.
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Symptoms of Fatigue by jademac2442
Fandoms: Star Trek: Alternate Original Series (Movies)
23 Feb 2015
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Kirk has been awake for ninety-six hours. He's pushed past his limits and is about to collapse from exhaustion. They saved Earth, they destroyed the Narada. Now they just have to make it home.
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- Part 1 of Symptoms of Fatigue
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- 21/?
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07 Feb 2025
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“Nightmares he doesn’t remember, shivering through a reasonably warm shower, hearing a voice he can’t place on the bus.
It doesn’t take long for it to boil down to nothing.
Too much acid, spilling over brick and concrete that will be clean by tomorrow. More ripping through his stomach, more wounds in his periphery.
He goes back in. Every single fucking time, he goes back in.”
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04 Feb 2025
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flame without the burning by one_step_closer_to_death
Fandoms: DCU (Comics), Batman (Comics)
08 Oct 2022
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Fireworks means a bad night for half the people in Gotham with PTSD. That includes Jason, Dick knows as he rushes to find his little brother.
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Day 9: THE VERY NOISY NIGHT
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- Part 8 of ace's whumptober 2022
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26 Jan 2025