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  1. Rec 18

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    “So, that’s it then? Curiosity?” Arthur throws a dismissive hand up. “Are you telling me that we might as well?”

    No, the man couldn’t possibly feel the same, and admitting to it could destroy everything they’ve built. And yet, John hopes.

    “I…no, that’s not what I think. It’s so much more than that. I can’t even begin to describe how I feel.” Even without a stomach, John is nauseous. The room spins. “Arthur, I want you in every way that I can have.”

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    John thinks of Arthur often. It's hard not to when they share a body- a life -together. John resolves to keep all thoughts, including his desires, to himself. He would have never guessed Arthur would share the sentiment.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    rusikI sifynshahehnfhrurizm a
    UGHDHHDHDH ITS SO GOOD WHAT THE FUCK

  2. Rec 11

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    John and Arthur get a break in a nice hotel room, and John indulges in some curiosities.

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    "Good job, Arthur," John praises, then after a pause, "Did you know your knees flutter up every time I tell you you're doing good?"

    Arthur makes another embarrassed whine, but he doesn't stop his movements, giving up on restraining himself.

    "I didn't know you liked it that much," he swirls his finger around, playing with the pre-cum.

    Arthur covers his mouth with his arm. "When you say it like that… How couldn't I like it?…" He mumbles.

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    29 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yummy yummy snack

  3. Public Bookmark 5

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    The dark sea surrounded him. Water, water, everywhere. There was something almost comforting in the way it filled his every sense and left no room for anything else. It felt…full. It filled his throat, his lungs. He felt the beating of his own heart like the crashing of the breaking waves.

    "Arthur?" John asked again.
    "Yes," came the choked reply, a gasping plea from a drowning man.
    "Alright."
    John's hand continued lightly dancing over the skin of Arthur's shoulders. The fingers traced down Arthur's right arm, then back up and over his chest. They came to rest over Arthur's heart.

    He was floating. Or maybe sinking. Or maybe drowning.

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    Arthur and John enjoy a relaxing shower together. I wrote it having caught up to the latest episode (which as of now is episode 2 of season 2) but left it intentionally vague so there aren't any spoilers and it can be slotted anywhere in the story.

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    29 Jun 2026

  4. Rec 9

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    Jack has done a lot of things in the gas station he isn't proud of, including burying bodies, eating strange unknown foods, and embarrassing himself in front of his friends. Still, experimenting with new forms of pleasure, while sitting behind the counter in plain view? That just might take the cake.

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    28 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Heh I read this in the break room of my second job as I waited to clock in

  5. Rec 8

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    Jerry's daydreamed about being a mythical creature plenty of times. He's imagined in vivid detail how sexy and cool it would be to be a werewolf, vampire or even maybe a centaur. A mermaid though? He's only thought about that once or twice, and he certainly didn't picture it being quite this painful or gruesome. Coming out as not cis apparently wasn’t enough, now he has to come out as a fish. He just hopes that Jack isn't too put off by the scales and razor sharp fangs.

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    27 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Oh…. 😋🙏

  6. Public Bookmark 2

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    Jack has been having more and more dreams about kissing Jerry and has a hard time figuring out what to do about them.
    Or his feelings for him that are becoming increasingly obvious despite his denial.

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    27 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ughhhhh this was so fucking good and wholesome!!!

  7. Rec 10

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    "I hadn't had a proper haircut since… well, since there was anyone I cared about looking nice for. But it was getting out of control. My black hair framed my face, softened my jaw, and threw shadows over my already sunken and baggy eyes. It made me look like I did five years ago, before I started HRT. I hated it."

    Jack gets a haircut. Gone wrong. Gone sexual?

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    24 Mar 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeah let’s just face it at this point. I’m perverted :(.

     

    All jokes aside, not only is the writing in this fucking amazing, but I was introduced to the song T-Shirt by Left at London due to the title of this fic. That alone is a goddamn blessing.

  8. Public Bookmark 67

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    D3rlord3 leaves the book and returns back to the gates of misery.
    It is a curiosity so deeply dangerous to feed.
    But something inside him craves it.

    D3rlord3 is no longer a simple human.

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    14 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    bro i’ve never read something so beautifully written and lowkirkenuinely freaky that I have to act like a complete idiot to try and disconnected from my mind. Like holy shit. Autism be damned with that king sure is yellow.

  9. Public Bookmark 32

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    After his horrifying moment in that dark hospital, Z is plopped back home. He wrongly assumes that Regect is the one that put him there as a joke.

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    12 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Ha ha ha ha ha ha ha ha whatever that’s my purse. I don’t know you.

  10. Public Bookmark *

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    This was not how Ze was expecting his night to go. He was meant to smother the guy, not get smothered by him. Maybe he could get used to it, though, if he just learned to ignore Regect's sleep-deprived ramblings.

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    05 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    ts was actually fire

  11. Public Bookmark 61

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    Reupload because i got spooked by the screenshot of avery’s age being taken outta context and took down the old one. LOL hopefully this one gets popular again 😭

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    02 Jan 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    autism be damned that king is yellow

  12. Public Bookmark *

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    Assimilation doesn't understand the significance of touch, the press of their bodies together. Hands, arms, hips, mouths. It sends its heart rate through the roof, its eye unconsciously widening, and its pupil dilating. But it doesn't understand why.

    And Andre isn't a talker. He doesn't explain, only touches.

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    23 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    idk what to even say. bro I ate this up

  13. Public Bookmark *

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    Where Avery is deceptively strong due to his sky wars training and it awakens something in Derlord. Avery thinks it’s fear…

    Spoiler alert. He’s terribly wrong.

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    17 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    who put cheese on my cheeseburger

  14. Public Bookmark 77

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    Martin had him up against a wall, right where he wanted to be, and had been kissing him breathless for several minutes with no sign of stopping any time soon. It had been a long day; they were only making up for lost time.

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    11 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This makes me so incredibly happy

  15. Rec 24

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    Derek clenched his jaw and looked down at his drink. "What do you want, Avery?"

    Avery risked a glance at him, then averted his eyes again. "... I haven't seen you in a while."

    "Well," the other spoke, a sudden sharpness to his voice, "that wasn't really my choice."

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    Derek and Avery haven't spoken since their sophomore year after getting drunk and hooking up at a party, but at a party at the end of their senior years, they find one another again and have a very tense conversation that leads to what they both hope is reconciliation.

    Title: "i was all over her" - salvia palth

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    04 Dec 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Holy fuck this was amazing

  16. Rec *

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    Martin’s fancied Jon for years. But when he finds a romance novel among Gertrude’s possessions, his feelings grow rather more heated.

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    29 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    bruh I just love this author’s Jmart works so bad

  17. Rec *

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    Even with his stores of near-infinite knowledge, D3rlord3 was not prepared for the sight that awaited him when he answered his front door:

    On his doorstep stood a scrappy-looking young man in a Hawaiian shirt, cargo shorts, and a beaming smile. In his hand was D3rlord3’s hastily-written book.

    The man, still smiling, tilted his head and asked, “Did you write this?”

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    24 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I just hope that this author understands how much they carry this fandom with this fic. It is like phenomenal.

  18. Rec 60

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    Stress is not a very good long-term motivator. Elias thinks he knows just the man to help Jon unwind a little.

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    19 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    Shit was so good I can’t even think of a pun

  19. Public Bookmark *

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    "What is something you would never choose to tell me?"

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    17 Nov 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    this got me rubbing my hands together like a fly

  20. Public Bookmark 8

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    “you!” your voice raises at the tall, strangely pale figure that abruptly stumbles out of the wall of your apartment while you’re in the middle of unlocking the front door. “what the fuck are you doing in my house?”

    it’s unknown how the hell they got themself through that wall. the clumsiness reminds you of your friend enough to make your heart ache at the reminder of loss, but your face remains the same: stone cold. it’s as if you’re entirely unfazed, discreetly trying to connect the dots before it slowly hits you.

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    01 Aug 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    yeahhh… hurt/comfort what can I say? Ik, I nutted.

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