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never learned how to love (but i still try) by luxcurious
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)
08 Apr 2026
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How do you show someone you love them when all you know how to do is hurt?
You let them go. Even if it kills you.
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07 Jul 2026
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Ghost and Soap have had barely concealed tension since Soap joined the 141. And the opportunity of a shared weekend off holds a lot of promise. Making the trip up to Manchester, Soap learns that great things sometimes come in small packages.
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07 Jul 2026
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A Safe Place to Land: Soft Veterans SoapGhost AU by Lucibell
Fandom Call of Duty (Video Games)
17 Jan 2023
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03 Jul 2026
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06 Jun 2026
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Can't We Give Ourselves One More Chance? by softer_sin
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
19 Feb 2026
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Ghost isn’t so far gone to put his face on the toilet seat, but at this point, he can admit he’s cuttin’ it fuckin’ close.
He spits out another mouthful of bile-yellow gunk, his ragged breaths filling the crawl space the military calls a bathroom, and collapses bodily against the wall. He slings his arms over his knees, still stinging from the harsh landing on the floor, and lets his mouth hang loose; breath smelling rank even to himself. He sighs and digs his head back into the cold tiles.
It’s getting worse.
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- Part 2 of You Must Know Life to See Decay
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30 May 2026
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An alternate first meeting, where Ghost and Soap meet each other in the field under infinitely worse circumstances than either of them would have liked:
Ghost wakes up in a pit under a building with a bomb attached to him, certain he's going to die. Soap, an EOD tech amongst his other specialties, is the only person available to at least try to save him. It should be fraught, and tense, and miserable all around, and it is; a whole lot of Ghost slowly losing his mind while Soap does everything he can to save his life. But it would probably be easier if Ghost wasn't a stress-flirter, and if Soap wasn't the kind of endlessly competent that he loved, and if, by virtue of their situation, they didn't keep ripping open each other's wounds and then patching each other back up again after.
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19 Mar 2026
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“Do you really think I’d let you storm away?” Ghost scoffed, following him in and locking the door behind him. “You’re not some bloody teenager. Talk it out.”
“Well, I thought you’d embarrassed me enough and would know better,” Soap said sourly.
He was rewarded with the slightest squinting of Ghost’s eyes, as if he was wincing. “I didn’t mean to,” he said after a moment. “I…misspoke.”
Soap raised a disbelieving eyebrow. “So, what were ye tryin’ to say?”
“I was trying to say I can treat you better. It doesn’t bother me.”
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Soap admits he doesn't like penetrative sex. Ghost decides to show him he can still have a good time.Bookmarked by Mothmamber
17 Mar 2026
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König suffers from PTSD. It, unfortunately, goes hand in hand with his everyday anxieties. Makes them play against each other in ways that wreak havoc in his head. On loan to the 141 from KorTac, König has an attack after a botched mission. In his blind panic, he latches onto the only soldier who showed him kindness since he left his own base, Sergeant John 'Soap' MacTavish.
Soap’s friendship becomes an anchor for König. He finds comfort and acceptance in his sweet words and actions. They quickly find themselves getting closer. After a night of drinking, they sleep with each other.
And with that, comes a flood of hurdles.
Soap is Ghost's boyfriend, and König finds himself in the furious soldier's warpath once he finds out. Despite their rough start, and Ghost's hatred for the man who's wormed his way into Soap's life, König gets wrapped up in a relationship with the couple. Ghost isn't happy, König is unsure how it will all work out, and Soap is just trying his best to keep the peace between them.
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24 Feb 2026
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"Please Please Please Let Me Get What I Want" by Dammitdrake
Fandoms: Call of Duty (Video Games)
09 Dec 2025
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“He never changes in front of anyone and always showers when no one is around, but I guess that could be because he got a chode, aye? Maybe a bit embarrassed about what you’re packing?”
‘Nah, it’s more than that. I mean, look at how short he is, built like a tank, yeah, but those hips are certainly womanly, nice tits and ass too.”
Johnny had heard more than enough, gritting his teeth before speaking, “You lot done yet? Did you get that shit outta yer system?”
“Yeah, yeah, we’re done talking, don’t worry, but we’re still gonna need some confirmation, though, can’t be caught taking orders from a tranny. You understand, right?”
John "Soap" MacTavish is transgender and stealth in the military, but his secret eventually gets out. He is confronted in a way he never imagined.
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In a couple of cartel videos, the gang accidentally find a piece of someone's past.
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The gang sees a man being raped and tortured.
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24 Jan 2026
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No one would ever look at Nash Abigor and believe he was an omega. A gentle and nurturing nature was not in his description. Since his dam’s death, Nash had been going further and further off the rails. Nash’s uncle is given an ultimatum. Find a bridging pack that could train the boy and make him a respectable member of society or expect to find him in a jail cell by the end of the year. Desperate to save his nephew, Stephen reached out to his oldest friend and the best pack alpha he’s ever known, Shufen Aurelia
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- Part 2 of Home is Where the Heart is
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22 Jan 2026
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As extroverted and chatty as he was, he was never pushy.
Let Ghost grow into liking him at his own pace, and that worked perfectly to mould them together. Ghost and Soap, a package deal.
“No jokes today?”
A minute rolled by, and Soap was used enough to being left unanswered. He was aware from the beginning that it was just how Ghost communicated, and he was happy with what he already got.
“What do you call a dog with no legs?”
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18 Jan 2026
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Johnny "Soap" MacTavish has been medically discharged following a mission gone wrong, which left him with severe agoraphobia and PTSD.
At the suggestion of his therapist, he joins a programme which connects both active service members and veterans through the act of writing letters.
Although things get off to a bad start, the connection he forms with his letter mate slowly becomes unbreakable. That is until he gets too close and strikes a nerve.
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18 Jan 2026
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Simon is a man used to being a statistical outlier. Snipes landed, successful missions, number of identical black balaclavas owned- all things he’s comfortable standing out for.
But gaining damn near two stone in heat weight for Johnny, for an omega who hasn’t even bitten him? Scarier than digging out of his own grave. He’s never even heard of an alpha start to mirror (start to heat prep) for their omega before the second bite.
His only consolation to knowing that he pined so fiercely for Johnny is that the omega- seems to think they were already courting. Huh.
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- Part 1 of A/B/O for people who don't like A/B/O
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sacrifice fly (noun, baseball): a strategic play in which batter hits a fly ball to the outfield that, if caught by a fielder, allows a teammate to score, but the batter is out.
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When Soap joins the San Francisco Seals, he’s determined to be the best catcher that Major League Baseball has ever seen. Maybe he’ll even get a chance to play with The Ghost, a pitcher as famous for his deadly accuracy as he is for his mysterious reputation.
Ghost is methodically devoted to baseball, the only thing that’s kept him afloat for as long as he can remember. He never expected the new guy’s sharp eyes to extend off of the field and into his life, or for someone so annoying to be so damn good.
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04 Nov 2025
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Johnny doesn’t get off suppressants for over a year, forcing him to otherwise he could die. Due to this, he’s expected to have a just in case heat partner since he’s not technically out of the water yet. There’s only one Alpha he has in his mind.
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Ghost didn't trust Soap, couldn't know for certain what a year and a half of forced fighting in the pits did to something as volatile as a Wolf. But Price insisted that the man may have valuable intel, might be enough to finally bring down the Fighting Ring where they'd found him.
So Ghost watched and waited as the others let themselves be fooled by the charming stranger.
Ghost wouldn't be so easily swayed.
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Summer of 1919.
Being punished by his father for drowning in rumors and consequences from the end of the War, Socialite and Old-Money John MacTavish is sent to the United States to screw his head on straight to earn the right to take over the family steel business.
Calling in an old favor from a former servant should do the trick to set the boy back on his pre-determined path of High-Class living and fixing his reputation through menial labor and psychological punishment.
Famous last words.
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02 Oct 2025
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A mission to a chemical facility goes catastrophically wrong, and it’s Ghost and Soap who pay the price in two vastly different ways.
Warning: please heed the tags, they relate strongly to chapter 1.