MonsterInMe94
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“I wish your mom wouldn’t call me that,” he said.
“What?”
“Your boyfriend,” Hyunjin said. “We’re not like that. Did you tell her we were together?”
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After yet another fight about their relationship status, Changbin decided to write a song to try to understand Hyunjin's perspective. Everyone involved has a lot of feelings about this.
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01 Jul 2026
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They met when they were kids. He was so exhilarated to be understood, to have connected some loose circuitry and finally feel his energy flowing like it was supposed to. He never thought about that feeling, bright and alive with electricity, safe and complete, as something that could be romantic.
He truly never thought about it. Jisung was one thing, so he probably wasn’t another.
But he was wrong. Jisung has always been everything he could be, everything at once. A chameleon, a many-limbed cephalopod, a jack of all trades, a genius. Minho’s best friend, his longest companion, his greatest source of annoyance, of anxiety. His family, his dongsaeng. And now, the focal point of his desire.
Of course. Of course if anyone could push and pull at Minho’s emotions, his subconscious, his sex drive, it would be clever, oblivious, determined Jisung.
When Jisung announces that his male TA wants to date him, Minho nosedives into an obsessive spiral. He can't fight his own jealousy, the dense tangle of his repressed desire, or the increasing awareness that maybe they've been more than friends all along.
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30 Jun 2026
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“You did not warn me,” Jisung whisper-yells, cutting him off, “that Minho was a mother-fucking Adonis.”
Felix, now fully awake and not at all sympathetic to Jisung’s panic, laughs. “You asked for a carpool hook up. You didn’t say anything about needing a warning.”
(Or: The hottest man alive is Jisung’s work carpool. He is so totally normal about it.)
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30 Jun 2026
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Hyunjin’s spent every single heat alone. He's never wanted to be an omega. He doesn’t want to be pinned down and knotted and claimed. Really, all he’s ever wanted is to be held. Like he’s something precious. Like he’s worth the effort of holding on to.
He asks Changbin to help with his heat, anyway.
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25 Jun 2026
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He knows what they’re doing. Hyunjin and Chan. In those seven minutes in that fucking closet.
He knows because he knows who Hyunjin is. Hyunjin is the type to kiss his friends in dark closets during seven minutes in heaven. Or on dance floors in bars at 2am, whispering words like ‘you’ve always been mine, haven’t you, Seungminnie. I’ve wanted to be yours but I don’t think you’d want me to be yours like I do’ before being pulled away by Jisung, who he would catch Hyunjin kissing only half an hour later in the dingy hallway to the bathrooms and feel so nauseous he would have to turn, walk straight out the front doors of the bar and be sick behind a dumpster in the dirty alley next to the bar. Seungmin should know.
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Hyunjin has a habit of kissing his friends. When the bottle lands on Seungmin right after Hyunjin spent seven minutes in heaven kissing none other than Chan, Seungmin doesn't deal with it well. Autistically—and because he's in love with his best friend.
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17 Jun 2026