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  1. Public Bookmark 86

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    Loki was killed in the battle of new york, and reincarnated as a young boy. Although he remembers nothing but a few blurred memories at first, the arrival of old enemies seeking revenge awakens the worst of them. Now, in order to keep his life, he must earn the trust of the Avengers, his brother, and himself. Some graphic violence and language. Avengers all living in Stark Tower.

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    03 Jul 2026

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    Shane has always trusted the Montreal Voyageurs, but it seems that trust was misplaced. In a post-game interview, a reporter informs him that his parents were in a car accident before his team ever did, and everything fractures in that moment.

    Months of patterns that have excluded him finally come to a head. Shane makes a decision that detonates across the league — and his life.

    A two-shot of Shane being ready to burn it all to the ground and finally choosing himself!

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    20 Jun 2026

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    Shane snaps post parents car crash

    Nothing that can't wait
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    AndrearoseW

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    When Covid shuts down the MLH season, Shane and Ilya quarantine at the cottage. The Metros make Shane start posting to keep fans engaged. Meanwhile, bored Ilya is posting every waking moment while thirsting over Shane on his burner account. Everyone spends a little too much time on social media and nosy fans start connecting some dots.

     


    @lily1410
    am going to lick the sweat off his biceps

    @lily1410
    #needthat

    @phoebephotos
    Lol which one

    @lily1410
    Do you have eyes that work?

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    14 Jun 2026

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    finn @jjsvoyagos
    I was scrolling on the tl and apparently some hockey romance novel is getting adapted?? And the streets are saying that the main character is sort of like shane hollander?

    > marcie ! 24 defender @hollzypuck
    please don’t mention riding the edge on voystwt, it’s a triggering subject for us all 😭

    > > finn @jjsvoyagos
    ?? i’m new here, pls explain the lore

    > > > marcie ! 24 defender @hollzypuck
    it’s a really weird smutty book that inadvertently sexualizes shane. the main guy is literally shane hollander with a different name. elite player, youngest captain in montreal franchise history, golden boy, half-japanese half-canadian, same exact personality and looks… idk even if the character is somehow not inspired by shane hollander, then it’s kind of suspicious how similar they are…

    > > > > finn @jjsvoyagos
    Oh… that is weird as fuck

    or: a straight hockey romance becomes the biggest show on the planet. The internet is convinced (correctly) that the male lead is 100% based on Shane Hollander. Too bad almost no one knows Shane Hollander is gay.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    BREAKING NEWS: Investigation Launched Into Montreal Voyageurs After Shane Hollander Snark Comes to Light

    New hatred against Shane Hollander has been brought to light with the appearance of a “Shane Hollander Snark Reddit”. The snark was started in March 2021 by a group of anonymous users that are allegedly believed to be Hollander’s former Montreal teammates. The snark was brought to online attention by a poster on Instagram who explained the thread and encouraged people to report it.

    Now with bonus chapters! STORY COMPLETE AFTER CHAPTER ONE.

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    14 Jun 2026

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    Socmed harassment fic

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    Ilya: He should buy lottery tickets because he is the luckiest man on earth 
    Ilya: He should get on his knees and thank god everyday that he got to fuck you
    Shane: Oh my God stop
    Ilya: What? I do that

    Or: The man who topped Shane in Mexico posts about his experience, Ilya contemplates murder, and the other queer NHL players get caught in the crossfire.

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    25 May 2026

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    Socmed fic

    Ten out of ten

  7. Public Bookmark 11

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    Elena saw the way Damon approached Stefan, with care and comfort, like a spooked animal in the wild. She supposed her boyfriend wasn’t much different from a wild animal at that moment. Utterly feral, coursing on instinct. Monstrous.

    And yet, Damon comforted him.

     
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    “I might be an unstable, sadistic, and selfish son of a bitch.” He said with joy, “But I will always be Stefan’s older brother.”

    “You aren’t just jealous of Stefan. You’re jealous of Katherine.” Elena met Damon’s eyes. “And me.”

    “Stefan is my baby brother. Mine. For all of eternity.”

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    TLDR; Perhaps Damon was not protective of Stefan, as much as he was possessive.

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    19 May 2026

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    Posessive damon post torture stefan

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    Today 3:57 PM

    Jane: Hey so. I need you to sext me like a girl

    Today 10:18 PM

    Lily: what

    Or, Shane Hollander becomes Captain of the Metros, Ilya officially hates Hayden Pike, and there’s a new “girl” coming to the Montreal Met-Hoes chat.

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    17 May 2026

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    Texting fic

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    Shane can’t look at him. He can’t really look at anyone but he manages to lift his head and stare right back into Troy’s glistening eyes.

    “I never had that advantage, Troy. I never got to take it out on anyone, for any of it. All the times I got on that ice to play some hockey and some… fuckwit idiot like Kent, or whoever was calling me slurs— whether they were gay ones or racist ones… I couldn’t just hurl them back and call it a day like you did.”

    He swallows hard. He thinks he might be sick a little bit in his mouth.

    “You know how fucking lucky you are? To have gotten away with it? They love you, Barrett. This team loves you! You’re fucking celebrated because you overcame this big, terrible thing but for me it’s—”

    He thinks about his mom in that very split second. His beautiful, wonderful mom who’d coached him his entire life on how to be polite, how to be well behaved. How to answer to teachers the right way, to coaches, to cops to the press to the general public to his fucking teammates—

    He looks away. The fight suddenly drains right out of him and he goes back to his bag.

    or: shane decides to confront troy if no one else will

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    06 May 2026

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    Shane confronts troy

     

    biting my tongue swallowing it down
    yellobaby

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    He can’t tell Ilya though. He can’t tell Ilya that his team might not be right for Shane. That this perfect solution is making Shane a worse hockey player, a bad teammate.

    That maybe Shane Hollander of the Voyagers really was his full name. That Shane Hollander of the Centaurs might not exist.

    He can’t say that. He can’t ruin everything. He can’t dim the shine in Ilya’s eyes, the bounce in his step, the color in his cheeks he didn’t have the last few years.

    Ilya sacrificed hockey for their relationship for two years, played on a crappy team and watched Shane win. It’s Shane’s turn to sacrifice, to figure out how to make this work and let Ilya lead this time.

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    Transitions are hard for Shane. Joining his husband's team turns out not to be an exception to that rule.

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane has trouble accommodating the cens

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    Cardiac tamponade: pressure on that heart that prevents it from filling and beating adequately.

    Shane thought he knew two things: his move to Ottawa would cause chaos, and that the Ottawa Centaurs were nice.

    As it turned out, he only knew one of those things.

    (Or: the Cens are still a team of professional hockey players. They're going to fuck up.)

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    02 May 2026

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    Shane has conflict misunderstanding w the cens

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    There’s no humor in Shane’s voice. It’s cold, hard, determined. “When we meet them on the ice next season, I want to fucking destroy them.”

    After a moment, he feels Ilya nod thoughtfully behind him.

    “Is good plan. Let’s fucking destroy them.”

    The Montreal Voyageurs won't stop slinging mud at Shane in the press, so Shane and Ilya decide to get revenge the best way they know how.

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    23 Apr 2026

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    JJ didn't think the others saw it. Hayden, maybe, but Jackie was the only WAGs's name Shane had committed to memory so Hayden never brought it up. JJ didn't have a wife or girlfriend. He had his hookups and the names of the best restaurants in each city they player in. If JJ had a dog, Shane would probably mix its name up with Drapeau's. The others didn't get that however pathetic or sad they might think Shane, Shane thought the same of them tenfold when they missed shots at practice or ate fast food on weekdays. Shane wasn't being prissy or funny when he said, don't embarass me—JJ still doesn't know exactly what it was, but he doesn't care to find out.

    Shane had poured everything into his team (possessively: it was his team) and he asked them to give it back that day, so they delivered. When Shane smiled at them afterwards, it felt like love.

    Character study on neurotic batshit hardass Captain Shane Hollander. The awe-inspiring and aloof Canadian Hockey Jesus Shane Hollander. Unwilling MLH sex icon Shane Hollander, the face on many mens' dart boards.

    or, JJ on the enigma of (his feelings for) Shane Hollander over the years.

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    10 Apr 2026

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    The Gate is closed, Eleven is back, Will is un-possesed, and the Mindflayer is gone.

    But something is wrong with Steve.

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    07 Apr 2026

  15. Public Bookmark 9

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    Eurylochus led the crew in a mutiny, capturing control of the ship and declaring Odysseus their captain no more. Once Odysseus is knocked out, they dock at an island and gorge themselves on Helios’ sacred cows.

    In the original timeline, this is where Odysseus steps up to take control once more and hope to lead his men to safety away from the gods wrath.

    In this one, Odysseus decides that if Eurylochus truly wants power so badly, he can have it. And so, he is left to face the consequences of his actions without his king picking up behind him.

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    25 Mar 2026

  16. Public Bookmark 8741

    Mystery Work

    Part of UnrevealedDTA
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    This is part of an ongoing challenge and will be revealed soon!

    19 Mar 2026

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    Wag chat shane

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    At their best, Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are effervescent, pushing each other to be their most honest, truest selves.

    At their worst, Shane and Ilya are possessive, needy, scorching the earth until they are each other's only remaining pasture.
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    Or: after Shane's hit on the ice, he doesn't get put back together quite the same. Neither does Ilya.
    An exploration of Hollanov at their most toxic and codependent.

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    08 Mar 2026

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    Codependent hollanov

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    Usually, Hayden can accept that Shane's private life is none of his business. When he’s at home waiting on four kids hand and foot, it’s not like he's filling his days making deranged cork boards connecting Shane to every gay man in North America.

    But on the road, he has nothing to occupy his time besides the occasional Skype call and cable TV. It gets harder to ignore the fact that Shane’s swapping sweet nothings with a man he still won’t let himself talk about.

    Or: After the cottage, Shane comes out to his teammates but swears that he doesn't have a boyfriend. Unfortunately for him, Hayden and J.J. don't believe his lie for a second.

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    19 Feb 2026

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    Hayden finds out who shanes bf is

  19. Public Bookmark 87

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    Steve Hopper has grown up believing he is ordinary.

    He is seventeen, popular, bad at school, good at people, and deeply rooted in a small Indiana town where everyone knows his name and has an opinion about his father. Jim Hopper raised him alone, fiercely, and carefully, with rules that feel like love and boundaries that feel like fear.

    When a boy goes missing in Hawkins, Steve is kept at arm’s length. The adults know more than they say. His father knows more than he shares.

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    11 Feb 2026

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    Steve is hoppers first magic kid

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    “Excuse me?” Eddie asked, all pretenses of their original conversation gone.

    “I get it, man. We – We all get it. I’m an asshole. Can you stop being such a fucking freak about it?”

    As soon as the words left Steve’s mouth, he froze. He imagined everyone did, based off the tense silence that immediately followed.

    Dustin breaks it first. “What the hell, Steve?"

    Steve dropped his hand to his side and kept his eyes closed, sighing. “That was – yeah, okay, that was really, really mean. I’m s –”

    An explosion of pain burst under his left eye as Eddie punched him, the momentum sending him stumbling backwards before he caught himself. He shook his head a bit, trying to hear what everyone was saying again over the ringing now sounding through his head. “Okay,” Steve gritted out, “Alright, yeah, I deserved –”

    Before he could finish his sentence, Eddie grabbed him by the shirt collar, getting in his face. Steve did his best to remain calm, though he’s  really not a fan of this whole thing anymore, and he’d much rather he never get into another fistfight again.

    OR: Steve and Eddie get into a fight, and no one takes Steve's side. This action will have consequences.

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    05 Feb 2026

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    Eddie hits steve, no one stands hp for him, it has consequences

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