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    Clarke can’t meet Lexa’s eyes when she presses the dagger to her throat.

    She’s not the one Clarke wants to hurt and she knows it, deep down, beneath the bits of her that are ripped to shreds, that will never be stitched back together. 

    Clarke comes to Polis to kill Lexa and stays because it's the path of least resistance, or at least that’s what she tells herself. This fic starts at the knife scene in the season 3 trailer and then takes on a life of its own from there. (Happy ending included.)

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    After Lexa's fight with Roan, Clarke is confronted with a choice. Can she afford to let her walls down and trust Lexa again? Can she afford not to? (Reimagining of the bedroom scene in Episode 03X04).

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    Clarke is only three days into being a runaway when she realizes that she did not fully think this through. When she walked away from Camp Jaha, she took only herself, a handgun with limited ammunition, and the gnawing guilt inside her. Three days without food, water, fresh clothing, or bedding of any kind, however, and she is painfully aware of how foolish that decision had been.

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    "Our winters are harsh," Lexa tells her. "You must have adequate shelter to survive them."

    "I survived you," Clarke says lowly. "I'll survive anything."

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    The kiss, the hard press of Lexa's mouth against hers, the twinge of pain as Lexa twists her fingers into Clarke's hair, is unexpected, and at the same time it feels almost unavoidable, as if the angered tension running high between them is a tether pulling them unequivocally, hopelessly, together.

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