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    "In sickness and in health," were the wedding vows that Ilya and Shane exchanged almost a year ago, surrounded by the people who loved them. Sooner than they imagined, that promise was put to the test when an accident changed the trajectory of the players' lives.

    Shane is forced to retire early. The player sees his world crumble as he loses what he loved most in life, and Ilya is by his side, ready to lift him up, ready to make Shane understand that not all is lost.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    “Shane. You know you are my baby. My soulmate, my reason for living.”

    There are many reactions to being called such sweet things, but a wail is definitely not one of them. The sound Shane makes is unmistakably upset. A lamenting groan loud enough for the whole table to hear, a sound sober Shane would never make on pain of death.

    “How is that the wrong answer?” Bood asks, bemused.

    Or, Shane is jealous that he isn't Ilya's best friend (even though he is).

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    06 Aug 2026

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    And fingers in a mouth does not a pervert make. Everyone likes things in their mouth. Hoodie strings, the satisfying roll of the thick aglet left and right and left and right across the ridge of his bottom teeth, chewing his mouth guard, biting his water bottle nozzle. So what if two fingers find their way into his mouth while he touches himself?

    Set during the episode 4 fuck montage, Shane grapples with feeling shame about some of his sexual desires (he doesn’t have the vocabulary to describe sub space, pain kink or oral fixation, which he might as well have invented (to him)) and Ilya is able to make him feel better about it.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    but even when i’m quiet
    i love you baby
    i promise

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    shane gets overwhelmed and goes nonverbal when they’re supposed to finally spend the weekend together after weeks apart. shane wishes he was normal. ilya takes care of his baby.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Once a year, when the playoffs are over and their summer is beginning, before the camps start, Ilya gets and gives one week. Just one easy, blissful week where he is no longer Ilya but Shane’s. It started as an accident, a silly nickname Shane was trying when attempting to become more comfortable with calling him sweet names. Ilya’s always called Shane kotik for fun, loving the way he huffs and rolls his eyes. But when Shane called kitten out shyly, Ilya felt his breath leave his lungs and his cheeks flush in embarrassment. Shane saw it immediately. 

    or Ilya gets to be Shane's kitten

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    05 Aug 2026