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  1. Public Bookmark 82

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    There's no love in placing a blade in a child's hand— there's so much in the way Ryland touches him that it fills an ache that he's known for as long as he can remember.

    Simon's been hungry his whole life. For food, for freedom, to live. He's been starving for this since the day he was born.

    OR: In the aftermath of their reconciliation, perched on the precipice of something new, Simon and Grace have to work out what they want, and decide a path forwards. Neither of them is under the illusion that it's going to be easy— both of them know that it will be worth it in the end.

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    27 Jul 2026

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    There’s something divine in the way Grace smiles— Simon has been damned since the day he was born.

    Bloodied then, too.

    OR: Simon is adjusting to a new life on Erid. One where things - he - can be different. But he's never known how to want things, how to quell his own desperation, and he fears fucking it all up far more than anything he's dealt with before.

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    24 Jul 2026

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    “This okay?” Simon muttered, the vibrations from his words rippling across Grace’s stomach.

    “Yes… yes I just…” Grace struggled to catch his breath. “This was not how I was expecting tonight to go.”

    Simon paused his kisses. “How did you see this going?”

    “I don’t know. We would… talk about it?”

    “Do you want to talk instead?”

    Grace couldn’t even remember what he wanted to say. Actually, there were no words that described what he wanted. “No. No, keep going.”
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    Or Eridians find Simon's submarine while spreading Astrophage to the galaxy and bring him back to Erid. Grace has to change his normal routine to help this new human adjust to life. Slowly, they get to know one another, despite Simon potentially being a war criminal from a moon with an ocean full of blood. But there's just something else about Simon that Grace can't shake, and he's pretty sure Simon feels it too...

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    06 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 49

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    This was supposed to be a quick one shot while I worked on my long sizzling slow burn because I was getting impatient for them to get to the kissing bit.

    In which Simon and Grace get to the kissing bit

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    01 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 82

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    The new human that arrived on Erid seems to be a little out of sorts, mental-wise. He calls Grace an angel, his savior. At first, Grace tries to push past it, but after a while, he starts falling into it.

    A kinky, angsty, and slightly dubious BloodyMary series

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    29 Jun 2026

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    Ryland is awoken one day by an Eridian banging on the front door. Shouting about something happening to Simon.

    When he finds Simon, the man is clingy. What the hell happened?

    Or, Simon gets hit with an aphrodisiac, and Ryland doesn't know how to handle it.

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    29 Jun 2026

  7. Public Bookmark 42

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    Grace and Simon meet in the Void, the only flesh and blood creatures either has seen in years. Skin hungers for skin, and they come together.

    aka. Grace and Simon engage in cosmic horror exhibitionism

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    26 Jun 2026

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    Grace practices bravery and takes the lead.

    (alternatively: Simon gets fingerblasted.)

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    24 Jun 2026

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    Dr. Grace gets his shit wrecked.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    But Simon doesn’t need the promise of an eternal garden just to find meaning in all the suffering.

    He has no use for The Grove, not when he has his orchard and his garden and a home he can call his own, filled with harmonious choruses of Brothers and Sisters and Family that see him as their own.

    He has no need for something better when he has the single greatest thing he has ever managed to hold onto holding him like he is the one thing he can’t live without.

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    Simon Grace spends a quiet morning in bed with his husband.

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    23 Jun 2026

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    (wake up your saints, ryland, i need them)

    In which Ryland Grace makes it his mission to rescue the broken, bloody man he and Rocky found drifting among the stars. (He just doesn't realize that this broken, bloody man is going to rescue him too.)

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    22 Jun 2026

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    “Project Explore found human,” Rocky repeats slowly, purposefully in his normal tone.

    There’s a long pause where neither of them speak or move.

    “What?” is clawed from Ryland's throat.

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    22 Jun 2026

  13. Public Bookmark 92

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    Grace has trouble sleeping because his brain won't shut up, Simon can't sleep if he doesn't know where the man is or what he's doing, and Rocky is sick and tired of his human friend making himself more stupid with no sleep.
    They come up with a compromise, and maybe somewhere along the line, Simon and Grace end up in the same bed.

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    29 May 2026

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    The Eridians found another living human on a meteor, so of course they'll bring him to their human terrarium.

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    27 May 2026

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    What if Grace met Simon, but things went very badly, and now they're stuck on Erid as enemies?
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    A slow burn story of two people trying to understand one another and learn to coexist. No one said it would be easy.

    or "Come for the smut, stay for the plot"

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    25 May 2026

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    You’re an engineer, stationed at Starkiller. You’re desperate for recognition in your career, but issues with your assignment (spoiler alert: it’s the Command Shuttle) end up making you the clean-up crew, instead. Your annoyance with Kylo Ren lands you into some hot water. How many messes is he going to make you responsible for?

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    23 May 2026

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    Simon finds one last stash of alcohol on the Hail Mary. Ryland joins him for a drink.

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    23 May 2026

  18. Public Bookmark 24

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    In a universe where the stars never died, the starship Hail Mary journeys toward a distant sun, carrying the last hope of two civilizations. But a sudden fissure in spacetime leaves Ryland Grace and his Eridian crewmate, Rocky, with an impossible anomaly: a battered, primitive submarine drifting in the vacuum of deep space. Inside is Simon, a hardened convict covered in the biological stains of an unthinkable world, pulled from a reality of absolute darkness where the stars were consumed long ago. Stranded together among the light of a million suns, an optimistic scientist who uses humor to mask his isolation and a silent survivor haunted by an ocean of blood must find a way to navigate the heavy space between them before the dark reality Simon escaped catches up to them all.

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    18 May 2026

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    “I can’t,” Simon pleaded, voice breaking. “Fuck, Ryland, I can’t, I can’t—”
    “Even if I want you to?” Grace asked, and Simon’s breath caught in his chest. “Let go, Simon. Whatever you want to do to me, I’m game.”
    “Don’t say that. Fuck, don’t say that. You don’t know what you’re asking for.”
    “Don't discredit me. I know what I want.”
    Simon jerked away from him with a snarl. “You’re gonna get hurt. I can’t control myself.”
    “Then let me help you.

    Four months ago, the Eridians found a human welded into a metal box on the bottom of an ocean made of human blood, and somehow that's not the weirdest thing about the man. Even after they let him out of quarantine, he doesn't talk much, and Grace keeps a cordial but distant relationship with him--until he gets sick with some mystery illness and Grace gets tasked with helping him recover, because surely he knows what to do. (Spoiler alert: he doesn't. But he figures it out.)

    Chapter 1: relatively innocent sick fic
    Chapter 2: *laughs*

    edit 7/9/26: now with a sequel!

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    18 May 2026

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    Grace is tasked with documenting Simon's mutations in order to better help the Eridian medical team care for him. Normally he would be thrilled by the prospect of getting to research something new, but it doesn't take long for him to realize that there's a very big problem with this.

    Namely, the fact that he might be a little too interested in Simon's mutations.

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    15,020

    18 May 2026

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