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  1. Public Bookmark 32

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    Dazai has been watching from the dark for a long time.
    Chuuya's been burning too brightly to notice.
    This is not a love story. It’s a collapse.
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    And Chuuya’s hands wouldn’t unclench. His throat ached. Something inside him screamed and nowhere in his body knew how to hold it.

    But he followed.

    Not because he trusted the fucker. Not a chance. Not even because he had to. But because deep down, some part of him wanted to know—

    if this boy could tear apart the god inside him, look at what was left… and choose to stay.

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    08 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 32

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    What would have happened if John had helped Sherlock dismantle Moriarty's network? After the fall and funeral, John despairs, but also embraces a glimmer of hope—that Sherlock is alive. Sometimes wishes do come true.

    This alternative universe follows John as he and Sherlock work to hunt those who seek to harm the ones they love. In the process who knows, they may even save each other.

    This story diverges at the end of season 3. There is no Eurus (thank you very much).

    Thank you so much to Avengers Reader (also know as givemesherbet on Tumblr) who not only is beta'ing this story, but who it's for! She suggested this incredible premise. For Fandom Trumps Hate

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    20 May 2026

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    The semi-sentient god that posesses Chuuya is one that Dazai's family has worshipped for centuries. Take the Mafia's most powerful duo and throw them into an undercover mission disguised as traumatized teenagers at U.A. High for aspiring heroes.

    (OR: Dazai worships Arahabaki. Chuuya carries Arahabaki. "What do you mean we need to infiltrate the heroes?")

    "And this pure, brutal love, like everything holy, burns the eyes of Humans who observe it, that's why they'll never see the terrible beauty of it all."

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    29 Apr 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 64

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    Mike Wheeler is standing at the edge. Looking down at the place where everything fell apart for him. Where he realized his feelings, his pain, and a new fear.

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    Mike Wheeler is kinda getting Vecna'd and nobody notices because well the world is ending and also he's terrible with feelings so he kinda doesn't tell anyone. Will does though because I love Will Byers and I think him and Mike are just great. Little bit of Byler, lotta bit of angst. Mostly angst. Also Vecna has a plan. One that maybe even I do not know yet. (Just kidding. I do)

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    05 Mar 2026

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    Will has always loved Mike’s hands.
    Like the rest of him, they’re long - his fingers especially. Too many times, Will has found himself distracted by the sight of an entire soda can seeming to disappear in one of those hands. Will knows those hands, he knows the shape and angles of them - the rectangle of the palm, the web of tissue between the base of the fingers, the half-ovals of his nails, the knobs of the knuckles, the delicate pull of a tendon standing out in his wrist when he flexes a certain way. The barely-there dusting of hairs across the backs. The pink blush of fingertips, distinct from the freckled cream tones of palm and wrist, touched by a tan in the summer months. That one specific freckle just at the base of his thumb. Will’s sketchbooks are frequented by likenesses of Mike’s hands, his fingers.
    It doesn’t help that he knows what those fingers can do.
    But Will doesn’t just love Mike’s hands because they happen to be very skilled at getting him off. No, he loved them far before that. Before any of that. And he still does, simply by merit of their being part of Mike.
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    Mike doesn't like his appearance. Will wants to help out with that.

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    23 Feb 2026