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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Jason Carver needs an Alpha. He needs to be loved. He needs someone to give him permission to stop carrying the cross on his back, the guilt in his chest, the shame in his gut; he needs someone who can help him stop crying himself to sleep and start being honest with himself about who and what he is and isn't.

    Eddie Munson wants an Omega to want him for more than a fuck in a concert venue. He wants Command cords that work, and for his social anxiety to disappear, and for a big producer to magically shake his hand and say "damn, that Corroded Coffin is going places-" and maybe for Jason Carver and his henchmen to leave him alone. He wants an Omega he can use as proof that he isn't some half-knot faggot, he's normal, he's NORMAL, everyone is wrong about him, see, look, he has a matebond. What Eddie Munson wants is stupid, is something he absolutely does not get.

    Eddie Munson gets an Alpha who looks at him how angels look at God. Jason gets to feel his feathers in their full bloom glory under careful, gentle hands with silver rings.

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    26 Jul 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is the peak of literature. This is what a/b/o trope was meant to be. A secondary gender into a reality akin to ours. I love the ship so much. I cherish each chapters like scripture. I don’t believe in God, but I believe in this.

    THIS is the Bible to my religion. THIS are the verses my soul yearned for. THIS is what I needed. Turmoil so poignant, this emotional pain so violent, a story that mad me read lines after lines at the bottom of my screen. There isn’t enough praise in this world to make a sliver a justice to this fic. I’m trying to be poetic and all that but YALL SHOULD READ THIS. THIS BANGS. THIS ROCKS. THIS IS THE SHIT.

  2. Public Bookmark 60

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    [Ruben/Niall]

    Ruben only agreed to drive Niall north because it was supposed to be simple: one night in Ruben grandmother’s old house, a few boxes of photo albums, then home before the snow got worse.

    But the snow keeps falling. The road disappears. The house is colder than expected, the fire refuses to behave, and Niall keeps looking at Ruben like he has found something worth keeping.

    Ruben can handle the weather. He can handle the axe, the dark, the silence, and the old memories waiting inside the walls.

    He cannot handle Niall leaving for college.

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    31 May 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    The bow is not tied, but the ruban is beautiful. An open ending of comforting hope, offering a future that much brighter to these characters (their younger selves at least). I recommend this above all of life sustaining activities, as one can’t fully experience them without reading this.

  3. Public Bookmark 50

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    Dennis picked at his own fingernails. “You know how I’ve been um, calling you daddy recently?”

    “Yes?"

    “How… how far are you open to going with… that?”

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    Robby wants to take care of Dennis, in more ways than one. He gets the chance to when Dennis admits he wants to feel little.

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    19 Jun 2026

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    I had to call firemen to my house because of this fic🔥

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    "No." The answer came out before he could stop it. "No, that's reward. I don't deserve it."

    Mike blinked.

    "A reward?"

    Ivan nodded frantically.

    "Yes. That's not—" He struggled for the words. "I do not deserve that."

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    17 Jun 2026

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    Toes are curled in my socks HEHE

  5. Public Bookmark 18

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    Niall’s afraid Ruben knows about the cum stained boxer shorts. He does.

    Fic title from Always Gold by Radical Face.

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    09 Jun 2026

    Bookmarker's Notes

    This is some proper Ruben/Niall content