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He knew fifth year would be hard. Harry expected nightmares about Cedric, endless detentions and the beginning of Voldemort's return. He was ready to hear the whispers, the unsure looks of caution and the isolation that followed.
What he didn't expect was the relief of skipping dinner, the control he felt when the blade slashed across his skin or just how easy it had become to push everyone away.
After witnessing the murder of Cedric Diggory, Harry begins to find a way to deal with the guilt that followed. Desperate for something to ease the pain, he begins hurting himself in secret. Harry begins to disappear in ways his friends never expected. He cant sleep, he's too afraid to eat, he has no energy to speak anymore. Nobody seems to understand why he is so angry all of the time and Harry doesn't have it in him to tell them because admitting something is wrong feels worse than drowning in it alone.
But Harry cant hide his problems forever, people begin to notice especially a professor he never thought would care. By the time people begin to notice, Harry has sunk so deep into depression that he no longer sees a future past the war.
Disappearing is easy, Recovering is not.
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26 Jul 2026
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Debts To Be Settled by EmmaSmoke
Fandoms: Dream SMP, QSMP | Quackity SMP, Minecraft Dungeons (Video Game)
24 Dec 2025
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After spending a lifetime hiding his healing powers- the one oddity about his mundane life that could jeopardize it all- Tommy makes a mistake and heals a notorious villain. And all debts on this island must be settled.
Thrown into the generations-long conflict of heroes and villains as both a healer and a tailor, Tommy has to grapple with the truth of his world and the painful knowledge that he’s loved.
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Featuring DSMP/OSMP (maybe a smidge of QSMP) characters as villains and the bosses from Minecraft: Dungeons as the heroes.- Language:
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22 Nov 2025
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Tell Me You See Me(Tell Me You Love Me) by WolfCalledWander
Fandoms: Dream SMP, Video Blogging RPF, Minecraft (Video Game)
07 Oct 2025
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Being Echo felt good. Too good.
So he threw himself into it. He trained harder, fought longer, stopped going to school entirely. He told himself it was fine. That he could handle it. That he was helping. That it didn’t hurt when Phil hugged Echo and barely glanced at Tommy.
He could never tell them.
Because what if they didn’t like who was under the mask?
What if they only liked the version of him who bled quietly, smiled through the pain, and saved the day without ever asking for anything back?
So he kept lying. And when the lines blurred, Tommy didn’t know who he was without Echo anymore. And maybe, just maybe, he didn’t want to.
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15 Nov 2025
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Reality/Reality (Song to the Siren Remix) by unveiled for ikeracity
Fandoms: X-Men: First Class (2011) - Fandom
26 May 2013
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He should have understood it to be the curse it was, from the very beginning.
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11 Aug 2025
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Like My Mother Before Me by DelightToWrite
Fandoms: X-Men (Movieverse), X-Men (Alternate Timeline Movies)
03 Sep 2024
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So much of a person depended on their parents. Charles was like his own mother. He was an unlovable asshole, a neglectful drunk, a bitter hermit. He wanted, so desperately he craved, a family. Erik was right, he was drowning. But not in alcohol or drugs, Charles was drowning in his own guilt. In trying desperately to be different, he had inadvertently become just like his mother.
"...You will follow your mother's footsteps. You will continue to neglect those around you, until they grow resentment. Charles, they will bury you the same way you buried your own mother. With indifference."OR
Charles tries desperately not to become like his mother.
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- Part 1 of Charles Xavier's No Good Very Bad Life
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03 Aug 2025