19 Bookmarks by LightFairy
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"What are you saying, Eddie?" Buck asks again, soft and patient, and it's so unlike him that Eddie melts into his chair.
"Yeah," Eddie chuckles. "What am I saying?"
"Y-you want to try with me? Figuring out…"
"If we could want the same form of physical intimacy from each other," Eddie finishes for him with a nod, a little more confident now.
"H-how?"
"Uh, I don't know yet," Eddie admits. "Slowly, I suppose. I thought we could, you know, come up with a plan together?"
"A plan," Buck echoes, but he doesn't sound weirded out, more like he's already planning to buy a clipboard. "And it wouldn't be strange? I mean, considering— I'm a man, Eddie."
OR After the attack in the hospital, Eddie finds a letter hidden inside a book that Buck gave him, and reading it unravels him irreparably.
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
24 Jun 2026
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Nine Years of Almost (And The Year it Finally Stuck) by Writeninembers
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
28 Jun 2026
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It starts as a mistake. A joke. Something that doesn’t mean anything.
Eddie’s birthday ends.
A midnight kiss.
Buck’s birthday begins.They do it every year.
Over.
And over.
And over.For nine years.
Every year.
The same person.Some years are easy.
Some are messy.
And some… shouldn’t have happened.Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
04 May 2026
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There’s weight across him, an arm draped loosely but firmly over his torso, the faint, steady rhythm of someone else’s breathing brushing against his skin.
Skin against skin. No barrier, no layers, nothing between them except heat and contact.
Why is Eddie...
Oh my god.
Or
Buck wakes up hungover in a hotel room after Chim’s bachelor party, realizes he and Eddie had a very real hookup… and immediately spirals into panic because now he’s convinced Eddie was just drunk and he’s single-handedly ruined their entire relationship.
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
04 May 2026
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Private Messages: An Interactive Social Media AU by pomelos
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV) RPF
17 Apr 2026
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In public, they're stars keeping a strategic distance. In private, the messages don't stop...
(This is an interactive, choose-your-own-responses romance game where you play as Connor.)
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
06 Apr 2026
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"Can I try something?"
"Yeah, sure, g-go ahead, man." Buck cringes, and even that is adorable.
"Close your eyes."
"E-Eddie," Buck croaks helplessly.
"I'm not gonna bite, Buckley. Trust me?"
Buck closes his eyes. Squeezes them shut, really.
Eddie tugs his face into the curve of Buck's shoulder before he can lose the nerve, Buck's pulse fluttering wildly against the tip of Eddie's nose.
Buck is struggling after the events in New Mexico. Eddie decides to move in with him about it.
- Language:
- English
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- 1/1
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
04 Apr 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
01 Apr 2026
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"Going once, going twice," The gavel slammed. "Sold! To the gentleman in the blue tie."
Eddie’s stomach did a slow, confused roll. A man? He looked down. Standing near the edge of the stage was a man who looked to be in his mid thirties, with kind eyes and a relaxed posture. He wasn't loud or boisterous, he just looked... steady.
"Hi," the man said as Eddie descended the stairs. "I’m Mark."
"Eddie," he replied, shaking the man’s hand. Mark’s grip was firm and warm.
"I hope you like Italian," Mark smiled. "The rules say we have to go on the date tonight. My car’s outside."
Or,
Eddie's Gay Awakening.
Bucks Love Realisation.
Buddie Canon
👨❤️👨🏳️🌈🌈👬1-3 Eddie's POV over three episodes.
4-6 Buck's POV over three episodes.Going Once, Going Twice. Dads And Cads. Mother's Boy.
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- Part 3 of Crossover Fics
- Part 3 of Buddie 2k26
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 9,573
- Chapters:
- 6/6
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 22
- Kudos:
- 209
- Bookmarks:
- 26
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- 3,695
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
15 Feb 2026
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you can hear it in the silence (you can feel it on the way home) by nwtons
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
08 Feb 2026
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The universe will never be done laughing at Eddie Diaz.
_________Or: A 9b hiatus fic over the Olympic break, featuring my episode predictions for 9x11 - 9x13, based on the bts stuff we've gotten so far.
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
09 Feb 2026
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He feels like shit when he's hungry, and he plays better when he's empty. The cold air doesn't touch him as much. The floodlights turn silvery-soft.
And he likes eating. Keeps his hands busy, mouth busy, mind busy. Something to chew through, putty in the ears.
Go until he can't anymore. Cycle it back out. Be ready.—
OR: Buck's had on-again, off-again bulimia since he was 14.
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Title from Psychic Friend's "We Do Not Belong".
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- Part 1 of SAOW
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 442,037
- Chapters:
- 40/40
- Collections:
- 1
- Comments:
- 2,216
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
05 Feb 2026
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"Sometimes I think they reaped you because they knew I would love you." Annie and Finnick's full story, starting with Annie's Reaping and ending after Mockingjay. Annie's POV. Canon.
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- Part 2 of Where Soul Meets Body
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 405,953
- Chapters:
- 44/44
- Comments:
- 815
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- 3,950
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- 1,442
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
18 Apr 2025
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all that glitters (is not gold) by indomitablelove
Fandoms: Red White & Royal Blue - Casey McQuiston
09 Jan 2022
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Alex Claremont-Diaz has it all. His mom won the election, he’s got the perfect boyfriend. He gets to love Henry out loud. Everything is great. Perfect.
Except for the itch under his skin every time he goes outside, and the tightness in his chest when he goes online, and the fact that he can’t fucking sleep.
But it's fine. He's fine. Really.
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Or: after the emails, Alex Claremont-Diaz isn’t fine.Series
- Part 1 of all that glitters (is not gold)
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 111,709
- Chapters:
- 30/30
- Comments:
- 2,863
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- 7,970
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- 2,760
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
15 Sep 2023
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Singularity: Convergence by Enina
Fandoms: The Flash (Comics), The Flash - All Media Types
07 Jan 2023
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Barry's life has changed drastically once more, and he isn't sure whether it is for the better.
Sequel to "Singularity: Divergence".
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- Part 4 of Singularity
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 432,745
- Chapters:
- 68/?
- Comments:
- 1,505
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- 1,182
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- 166
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- 61,815
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
07 Nov 2019
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When Barry and Len discover that they’ve accidentally become neighbors, they learn to navigate their new living situation amongst misunderstandings and a surprising amount of common ground.
AKA the fun-as-it-comes Neighbors!AU which turns into a Pretend Relationship!AU filled with tropes, hijinks, and some vague notion of a plot.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 178,182
- Chapters:
- 36/36
- Comments:
- 1,873
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- 7,062
- Bookmarks:
- 1,926
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- 178,775
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
02 May 2016
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When Leonard and Barry discover that they're Soulmates, they struggle with the many, many issues this causes. It might be easier without the collective difficulties of the Rogues, a meta-gorilla, and the military, but life has never been simple for either of them.
[COMPLETE. Diverges after the Season 1 finale]
Long fic, best read in three instalments: Chapters 2-17 (Soul Mark), Chapters 18-34 (Soul Bond), Chapters 35-50 (Soulmate).
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 276,523
- Chapters:
- 50/50
- Comments:
- 2,042
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- 4,614
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- 1,339
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- 163,427
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
29 Apr 2016
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AU in which Castiel accidentally sends a text message to the wrong number and befriends the person at the other end of the line. However, accidents don’t just happen accidentally, and sometimes two completely different people are exactly what the other needs.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 64,640
- Chapters:
- 19/19
- Collections:
- 5
- Comments:
- 1,283
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- 9,310
- Bookmarks:
- 2,130
- Hits:
- 193,480
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
17 Jul 2014
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
18 May 2014
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A shameless Gallavich fan fiction.
Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
22 Feb 2014
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Dean Winchester never wanted to go home again. Going back to Lawrence meant people who knew what he was, who didn't buy into the lie. But with a tragic accident, he's back and dealing with the death of his father, the social stigma and objectification of being an out Omega, and the lingering aftermath of a long-ago crime.
- Language:
- English
- Words:
- 302,280
- Chapters:
- 59/59
- Collections:
- 10
- Comments:
- 2,985
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- 8,723
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Bookmarked by loving-you-is-payneful (LightFairy)
25 Aug 2013