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    Shane Hollander’s hopes for the NHL were ripped from him by an ACL tear and replaced with doctor prescribed opioids at age 18. Four years later, hockey is a distant memory and his days consist of strange men and chasing a feeling drugs can never seem to provide anymore.

    Ilya Rozanov’s family returned home to Russia when his father’s mental state deteriorated and the government wasted no time snatching back his work visa. Ilya stayed behind in that godforsaken city to do the only thing he had ever been able to support his family doing: sell dope.

    Ilya sees a lot of sad people. Shane sees a lot of horny men. Neither of them are prepared for what they see in each other, and what it means for the boxes they’ve allowed themselves to be put into.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Shane healed from his accident well. There were scars, of course, ugly scars, but it was only a few months before he was back on the ice. Everything was fine. Except for one thing.

    Ilya wouldn't touch him.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Shane and Ilya have done this so many times that it was the most natural thing ever. They played against each other with the best of their abilities and then fucked each other's brains out. But not this time.
    Shane was not giving his 100%, which was annoying the fuck out of Ilya. He looked so off, and Ilya only liked to beat the hell out of Shane if he showed up to the game, but when Shane gets a particularly hard hit and goes into damn labor to have their child, a child that none of them were aware of, things get really tricky.

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    A cryptic pregnancy fic that no one asked for. Hollander goes into labor when he's playing against Rozanov, and Ilya totally loses his mind.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    Ilya practically melted into him, capturing his lips in a soft kiss. Shane reciprocated the kiss immediately, wanting to cherish the moment before they would have to leave the warmth and safety of their bed. They spent a few moments just kissing gently and stroking each other’s faces.

    Their caresses were interrupted by another cramp that overcame Shane. He pulled away from the kiss and focused on breathing as he held his stomach.

    “Shane, what is wrong?” Ilya asked, concern evident in his voice.

    “I don’t know. It started this morning and got worse after lunch. It's probably nothing. Maybe I just ate something I couldn’t digest properly.” Shane responded as he relaxed in his boyfriend’s arms. “Come on now, we have to go.”

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    Shane experiences mysterious cramps all day. He ignores them until he is forced to face reality at the worst possible moment.

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    07 Aug 2026

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    What would their life look like after Shane moved to Boston and they never needed to navigate a long distance relationship in the closet after years of situationship?

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    What if the soft spot to land was in each other's arms, and the world was more accepting than either of them had imagined?

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    06 Aug 2026