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  1. Public Bookmark 8

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    "I was devastated. Even now, over 10 years later, I can still remember how my heart dropped when I read the headlines. As a dancer, no one teaches you how to handle public scrutiny, not in the way pop stars or world-famous actors prepare to have every second of their lives dissected. And yet, reputation, appearances… all of it is so central to the career of a professional ballerina. I thought my life was over."

    (or: the ballet AU no one asked for)

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    06 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 25

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    The 1960 baseball season is unraveling Wilhelm Larsson’s life. He can’t hit, his new teammates hate him, he’s homesick, and he’s living out of a suitcase. When the team forces him into a season-long interview stunt with a snobby reporter, he has no choice but to agree.

    Simon Eriksson is not a sports reporter. He’s a grieving arts writer barely holding on, hiding behind his routine and a too-empty apartment, mourning a partner he was never able to be public about. The last thing he needs is to spend a season writing about New York’s obnoxious new shortstop in a stunt to get the struggling newspaper more readers.

    Drawn together, they recognize something achingly familiar in each other’s collapse. But Simon has promised himself he will never be someone’s secret again, and Wilhelm cannot afford to be out in the career he’s in. In the end, they’ll have to decide whether love is worth the risk of losing everything.

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    11 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 17

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    Simon and Wille haven't seen each other in years, but Simon is still Wille's emergency contact. After an accident he gets a call he never expected.

     
    This story takes place about 12 years after the show ended. Show canon still applies.

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    24 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 60

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    Simon is upcoming star on the rise but with that comes with dangers, as he is an omega who is now becoming famous. His team decides to hire a personal bodyguard for him.

    Wille isn’t new to being a bodyguard nor are they new to being one for omegas. They thought this job would be like any other job.

    Both decide to be professional, because Simon doesn’t want an alpha anyways. And Wille doesn’t want to be placed in the same box as alphas. It shouldn’t be difficult right? Wille can’t date their boss let alone mate them. And Simon can’t date his personal bodyguard, that’d be unprofessional!

    Simon is trans I don’t make the rules ♥️
    Wille is nonbinary
    tags to be updated as I write more!

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    24 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

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    With a hand that was shaking only so little – only little because he had learned to control it – Wilhelm reached out for the powder case on his vanity. The quiet click of the box, the touch of the soft puff on his skin, the familiar smell of his makeup helped to soothe the tension. It was a ritual that gave him peace for a minute – his very own rhythm when he pulled his stockings all the way up his thighs and fixed the straps of his garters. When he adjusted the tape around his head that would hold the wig in place. When he dipped the brush into the creamy lipstick to color his mouth red – paint it lush and plump the way it never looked when he was being Wille. When he was being someone else. Someone ‘real’.

    Wilhelm Lundberg – the boy behind the mask – he was nothing. There was nothing about him to catch anyone’s attention. Nothing noteworthy. Nothing lovable. And it was probably his own fault, for he was hard to love.

    “Get your ass up, you’re on in five!”, the assistant shouted and pulled Wille from his musing.

    Right. He had a show to do.

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    18 May 2026