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you should feel how I feel (when somebody says your name) by cleverly
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
14 Jul 2026
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“But he’s Buck,” Theo explains, pushing a small finger into Buck’s chest, as if to show Tommy exactly who Buck was. “Everyone calls him Buck.”
Tommy’s face relaxes slightly as he answers, “yes, that’s true, but—”
“Everyone!” Theo cuts Tommy off, holding up his hand as he begins to count on his fingers. “Me, Chris, Auntie Hen and Karen, Uncle Chimney, Ravi—”
Once he runs out of fingers on his one hand, he looks up at Buck, realization dawning on his face. “Aunt Maddie calls you Evan!” He exclaims, almost shouts in Buck’s face, eyes comically wide at this, apparently very important, piece of information.
Buck nods. “Yes, she does. Sometimes.”
“Aunt Maddie does, sometimes.” Theo reiterates to Tommy, his eyes narrowing as he cocks his head to the side, thinking. “Wait— Eddie does too! But only sometimes. Like less sometimes than Aunt Maddie. I think? But Eddie is Eddie, so it’s different.”
Tommy can’t help the snort he lets out, “you’re right about that, kid.”
Or, Buck runs into his ex at the grocery store, which forces Buck to confront feelings he's been ignoring for far too long.
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15 Jul 2026
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Eddie wants to yell at Tommy for breaking up with Buck. He does not question why. When he does, he has some revelations.
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“I’m not gay,” Eddie chokes out.
Tommy doesn’t laugh at him. “Sure. You’re just in love with Buck.”
Eddie tries not to let it affect him.
He fails miserably.Bookmarked by James_Should_Not
15 Jul 2026
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Ana bakes and Buck almost loses everything because of it. Including his life.
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14 Jul 2026
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“...oh,” his mom says. “Oh, honey, you were seeing someone? You never said anything.”
“It’s-it’s complicated.” He catches the present tense too fucking late to do anything about it, and he barely resists the urge to either groan or slip forward to start beating his head against the coffee table.
Fuck his fucking life.
“You’re still…seeing this person?” His mom asks, and the amount of control he can hear her exerting is almost painful. “Who is-”
“Yuna,” his dad cuts in, voice quiet, “maybe give him a second, yeah?”
Yeah, Shane agrees in his head. Give him a second.
Maybe give him a decade while they’re at it.
(when shane's old fake id falls out of his wallet around his parents, he has to explain that it was to book hotel rooms before he was 21)
(...and then he has to explain why he needed to book those hotel rooms in the first place)
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14 Jul 2026
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wish I could do nothin' with you, sit in the yard while the day dies, leave it all on the table by smloome13
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Jul 2026
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Title from Noah Kahan's "Willing and Able" from The Great Divide.
After Bobby's tragic death, Buck spirals, eventually committing suicide in his grief. Now, Eddie must grieve his best friend and the love of his life while he and the 118 manage their guilt over not recognizing that Buck needed help.
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12 Jul 2026