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After a close call on a rescue, Buck realizes there are too many things he's been putting off for someday.
So he makes a list.
Some items are easy:
Learn more of Bobby's recipes.
Take Theo camping.
Learn to surf.
See the Northern Lights.
Some are harder:
Go to therapy.
Tell people he loves them.
Figure out what Eddie means to him.One checked box at a time, Buck begins rebuilding a life shaped by grief, healing, family, and the terrifying realization that the thing he's been looking for might have been standing beside him all along.
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Buck makes a bucket list, Theo adopts it as a personal project, the 118 become emotionally invested against their will, and Eddie Diaz ends up being both the problem and the solution.
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30 Jun 2026
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Which is exactly why he hasn’t been going to therapy. I mean, with a therapist, he has to talk about it, and quite literally force it all to be back on the center of his mind as someone across from him writes down every little thing he says. Yeah, no. The pills are just as effective, he would say they helped even more.
Fuck what Eddie thinks. He’s fine.-
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Buck struggles with hiding his problems from Eddie, until it all comes crashing down after a call that brought back some memories.Bookmarked by Jackattack5915
21 Mar 2026
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the mortifying ordeal of getting everything you've ever wanted by nwtons
Fandoms: 9-1-1 (TV)
10 Feb 2026
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And it’s no different now. Because Buck is a good friend - the best friend Eddie has ever had the privilege of having. He’s been the one sure thing in his and Chris’s lives since they came to LA nearly a decade ago, and the hungry thing in Eddie’s chest that thrives off of each moment spent in proximity to him is spoiled rotten with his easy affection and loving companionship. And that’s enough. It has to be enough, because Buck doesn’t - can’t possibly - feel the same way.
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or: Buck keeps trying to set him up with women, Eddie crashes out and pines his little heart out, and a night at a motel in the middle of nowhere, Texas changes everythingBookmarked by Jackattack5915
12 Feb 2026
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Fill for the prompt: "When Chimney shows up at Eddie’s door, worried about Buck’s growing distance, Eddie brushes it off... at first. But as the night stretches on and the conversation digs deeper, Eddie is forced to face the space that’s opened between them, and the reason it hurts more than it should."
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- Part 10 of Soup's 911 S9 Specs
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30 Nov 2025
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“I’m not talking about the job,” Eddie said quietly.
Wait, what?
“Okay,” Buck said slowly. “What are you talking about?”
“I'm gay,” Eddie blurted out.
Yeah, there was no way that Buck could misinterpret that.
The employee stocking the milk behind Eddie turned his head around so fast he could've given himself whiplash.
Buck gave him a look that said mind your business, Milk Boy. Milk Boy muttered something to himself before just shaking his head and resuming his task.
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or: buddie grocery store divorce: part twoBookmarked by Jackattack5915
03 Nov 2025
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“Is that what you’ve been up to while I've been gone?”
There’s no judgement, just curiosity in his voice. But for some reason Buck still finds himself saying: “No. Just a movie I was watching. Had me thinking about Buck 1.0.”
He doesn't know why he lied. But he doesn’t know how to say, ‘I exchanged blowjobs with a stranger forty-five minutes ago’, and have it not matter. Have it not change the tone of the conversation. He doesn’t want to put it into words that that’s what he did and then right after he called Eddie. It feels like something he shouldn’t admit to.
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Eddie leaves for Texas. Buck moves in, but not on.- Language:
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20 Feb 2025
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If there's one thing all of his years on earth have taught Dean Winchester, it's that hunters are never allowed to have a good, sure thing, despite how much they may deserve it. Now Dean not only has Sam in his life to worry about, but a dorky angel in a trench coat that he's afraid of losing too.
If there's one thing the last couple of years on earth have taught Castiel, it's how to feel, an exhilarating and equally terrifying sensation that he never thought an angel would be capable of. These emotions only grew stronger during his stint as a human, and now that Cas is an angel again, hes trying to learn to comprehend and control how he feels in multiple aspects of his life.
If there's one thing that Dean and Cas have in common, it's not knowing how to deal with their feelings, or pursue a good thing when it's right in front of them.
This fic is entirely canon compliant up to episode 10x22, "The Prisoner" of Supernatural. It takes place starting after that episode.
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06 Jan 2020