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Five years is a long time. Maybe not to a woman who was born nearly a century ago, but perspective is a funny thing.
It's not like Stevie was born normally, and yet one of those implanted memories, one of the many layers of truth and lies that Natasha has been trying to sort through nearly her whole life, suggests that today should be her baby's sixth birthday.
There's a cupcake sitting in a pretty little box on her counter, and somehow it only makes her feel worse.
or: Natasha Romanov, motherhood, and grief
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26 Jun 2026
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A quick guide on how to code and use the hover to translate workskin. This feature allows readers to hover on a word or image and have it change into the translation.
If you use this and want to link back so other people can use it, too, that'd be awesome.
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Out of the shadows, and onto the ice by GingerBaggins
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Dec 2025
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In this exclusive profile, spend the day on a lakeshore in Ottawa. Shane Hollander and Ilya Rozanov are finally ready to introduce themselves.
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- Part 3 of Hollanov Fics
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24 May 2026
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lover, come home to me by cherrylilies (cherrydialectic)
Fandoms: Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Heated Rivalry (TV)
16 Feb 2026
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Shane loses his game to a blizzard and his boyfriend to a bad hit, all in the same night.
Snowed in with his parents in Montreal, he watches Ilya get stretchered off on live TV, and discovers that when your relationship is a secret, no one at the hospital thinks to call you.
In Ottawa, Ilya wakes up with broken bones, a serious concussion, and a neatly edited brain. The months where he was lonely and depressed and fighting with Shane? Gone. He’s mentally living in the soft, hopeful beginning of things—and the more everyone tiptoes around him, the more wrong it feels.
The Centaurs step up. The Hollanders dig in. Shane tries to convince himself that “temporary amnesia” is not the same thing as losing him.
They’re still together. They’re technically fine.
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14 May 2026
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Free Treasure by Bugslibrary
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
08 Jan 2026
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Shane finds himself nodding, says “I know” before he can think further about it because Shane has never been good at reading people, and he wonders in that moment if Ilya is afflicted the same by this, the way they fuck.
Afflicted by the questions that they never let out-
How the fuck does it feel this fucking good?
How does it feel this fucking good every time?
Why is it you who does this to me?
The worst one of all, Shane thinks, this is why I can’t stop doing it. It’s too fucking good.
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Somewhere in 2014-16, one of the times they fuck that we didn't see in the montage.
(Alternatively titled: Athletes having athletic sex, someones got to get a leg cramp at some point)
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12 May 2026
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Devour was a good word for what Ilya wanted to do to Shane. Eat. Devour. Rolled off the tongue. But he hated that he could not think of an English word to convey the resonant, drilling consonants ringing in his brain when he kissed Shane with depth and hunger bordering on cannibalistic. The consonants in the Russian word that meant an act between consume and gobble up, with hard zh and rolling r sounds, were a crunch so delicious he could chew on it forever. Sometimes Shane felt like that. Like the crunchiest, most delicious hard candy in the mouth.
God, the stupid fucking English.
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Ilya thinks in English. With Russian subtitles.
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- Part 1 of soft landings {hollanov oneshots}
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04 May 2026
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25 Apr 2026
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strawberries by orphan_account
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
22 Apr 2026
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"What do you like more, sweetheart?" he asks, sliding a hand into Shane's hair. "The chocolate or my cock?"
Shane's eyes are glossy as he takes him deeper.
Everything he shouldn't want, for years it was just tears—now it's this too.
He can have these things.Bookmarked by Isilweth
23 Apr 2026
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English was the language of the West.
Ilya had no use for it.
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18 Apr 2026
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continuity errors/tuesday again by Anonymous
Fandoms: Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
17 Apr 2026
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The first thing you should know about time loops is that they’re really fucking hard to break. The second thing is that you can never break one in such a way that it is incapable of returning.
The third thing you should know is that everyone around you has probably been stuck in a time loop at one point or another, and they made it out alive. This is only comforting if you’re a numbers guy, or if you’re the kind of guy who talks to others about how it feels to live the same day over and over and over and over and over and over again.
Shame if you’re not; the most important thing you should know about breaking a time loop is that it helps to tell someone you’re trapped in one in the first place.
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- Part 11 of my heated rivalry anon fics
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18 Apr 2026
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icymi by anincompletelist (soldouthaz)
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
17 Feb 2026
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In late 2012 when Shane has a meltdown and frantically tells them to call Lily, for the first time Yuna’s ever witnessed, Shane is coaxed out of one of them instead of just suffering through until the exhaustion wins out instead—and all by some mysterious, apparently very well attuned to Shane, 'Lily'.
She hadn’t meant to see the number before she’d pressed it and fumbled the phone up to Shane’s ear. It was simply a byproduct of the situation, something Shane had asked for her to do.
…Memorizing it and then texting that number to thank Lily for their help was not something she’d been asked to do. But she worries so much about Shane, and Lily is a reassurance. Not a pry for details but the simple, verifiable confirmation: he’s okay.
Lily, on the other hand, very much enjoys being able to make oddly specific 'your mother' jokes to Shane much more often now. (And maybe the whole family piece of it, too.)
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- English
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17 Apr 2026
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Applied Steganography by Ginevra_Benci
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
29 Mar 2026
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Steganography: the practice of concealing secret information in the everyday. Saying one thing and meaning another.
On the ice, it's feinting, deking. Ilya’s good at that.
Off the ice, he's even better.
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10 Apr 2026
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Based on That Clip which essentially re-wired my brain; Shane living his best sex-starved life in yet another hotel room with Ilya, as all the while their plausible deniability wears gossamer thin.
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- Part 1 of between the lines, between the sheets
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07 Apr 2026
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love takes miles, love takes years by beautifultragedy
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
06 Apr 2026
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“Are these beautiful shoes for swimming, or did you just buy these as a fashion statement?” Ilya asks, gesturing to the blue and white rubber swim shoes on the ground. “Because if these are from that stylist you hired, you should probably find a new one,” he says.
“Shut up, and yes, they’re water shoes. In case…you wanted to go in the lake,” Shane responds. He’s looking out the screen of the glass door past Ilya as he says it, a bit timid. He feels like he’s showing his cards.
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Shane doesn’t think he knows how to be in love. It finds him anyway.
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06 Apr 2026
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Russian Vodka by Sirens_scales
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
09 Mar 2026
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America tastes like coca-cola.
Artificial flavor and fizz bursting on Ilya’s tongue, so much sugar it makes his teeth ache. Bright red cans with a giant logo splashed across them. Loud, too—hissing when he pops the cap, and then a staticky whirr of bubbles that goes on buzzing as the cold aluminum sweats on the counter.
And that’s America: bright, loud, full of sugar and caffeine and chemicals. Pure junk that kisses back when it hits his tongue and sparkles down his throat. Once he moves to Boston, Ilya orders it everywhere. He cannot get enough.
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An exploration of home through Ilya Rozanov’s favorite drinks.
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05 Apr 2026
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Ilya Rozanov does not come pre-installed with good communication or healthy coping skills. Is he going to seek out help on his own? Hell no! But when a family member kills himself, fellow Boston Raider and friend Cliff Marleau decides that Ilya is going to therapy come hell or high water. And Ilya... well, Ilya is just playing along to keep the peace. Right? He doesn't need therapy. But if it helps his friend be less worried, so be it.
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What if Ilya came into the tuna meltdown with slightly upgraded social skills and no one actually ran away before they had a conversation?
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- 5/5
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04 Apr 2026
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Snapshots of Married Life by sozdaniye
Fandom Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Heated Rivalry (TV)
29 Mar 2026
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02 Apr 2026
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Ilya has a scar on his left knee.
Well, he has a lot of scars. Two decades of hockey has left its marks from head to toe. It’s not like he’s ever played easy, done anything the safe way.
But he has this scar on his left knee, that predates hockey and fame and North America.
And he notices it today.
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31 Mar 2026
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When the storm is gone
When we're weathered and worn
When you're looking at the lighthouse on the shoreDon't forget about me
Don't forget the one who threw the anchor down
And kept you from the seaSvetlana has complicated feelings about Ilya's new boyfriend, and how he seems to be changing Ilya's life.
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31 Mar 2026
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Ilya's father almost never hit. He doesn't know how to explain why that makes things so much harder.
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31 Mar 2026