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Ilya Rozanov V. Cleithrophobia by TiredAndBoredNerd
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
01 Aug 2026
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Cleithrophobia (n.): the intense, irrational fear of being trapped, locked in, or unable to leave a space.
Ilya has had cleithrophobia for as long as he can remember. It started as claustrophobia, a fear of being in small or crowded spaces. He attributed that to his father forcing him to stay in his room when he was mad and at events longer than he had the social battery for. And then it hit him like a ton of bricks when he was locked in his room and withheld his basic needs as punishment for his mother’s death. Since then he’s avoided any situation where he may get trapped. But not everything is avoidable.
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you seem pretty sad for a boy in a long-term, long-distance, non-monogamous, low-commitment situationship by pookiewookie111
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
01 Aug 2026
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Ilya Rozanov starts taking anti-depressants in the 2015-2016 season. His dick stops working, and that only changes everything.
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But…Conners knew, he knew from the way they slotted so easily into each other like they’d spent a lifetime in each other’s arms already.
He just knew.
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5 times someone suspected that shane and ilya were together and 1 time they told them. -
in the notes app on my phone to text you back, like a loser by steviethefish
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid, Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types
17 Mar 2026
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Shane knew it wasn’t safe, or smart, to reach out to him here. To be seen talking to him. But he couldn’t help it. He had needed to know Rozanov was okay. And despite everything, even now, Shane wanted to text him again.
He wasn’t masochistic enough to actually do it, though. He wouldn’t be able to survive the hit to his ego if he sent an emotionally transparent text to his arch-rival/something-but-not-something only to get no text back, again.
Shane turned on his phone in the darkness of the room and opened the notes app after lowering the brightness. He sighed, and shifted into a sitting position against the pillow. He didn’t simmer in his thoughts. He let his instincts take over.
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Or, 5 times Shane wrote down what he wished he could text to Ilya Rozanov and never sent, and 1 time Ilya wrote him back. -
let the soft animal of your body love what it loves by pickleluvr4ever
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers | Heated Rivalry - All Media Types, Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
26 May 2026
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Shane tossed and turned that night despite meticulously performing every step of his routine. It was as if his body could feel the phantom spaces where Ilya’s arms were supposed to be.
Shane thought he’d never sleep well again.
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5 times Shane realizes he can't sleep properly without Ilya
+1 time Ilya discovers it's mutual