In_a_Lavender_Haze
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i’ve got one foot in the golden life, one foot in the gutter by beetlesandstars, kryptonian
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV)
13 Dec 2025
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“You broke up with her,” Ilya says, arms loosening against his chest.
“No, she, uh—” Shane ducks his head, avoiding Ilya’s eyes. “We slept together. And she kind of … she didn’t confront me, I guess. But she talked to me. Kind of hinted that she thought I might not be…”
“Into girls?” Ilya finishes for him.
“Something like that.”
“You denied it?”
“No, I— I told her. About me. About—us,” Shane’s head snaps up, a hand lifted in Ilya’s direction. “Not about us, us. That I’d been sleeping with someone. Another player. I didn’t tell her about you.”
OR: Shane comes out to Rose and runs toward the safest pair of arms he knows: Ilya’s.
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23 Jun 2026
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Three times Ilya can't resist marking what's his, and one time Shane decides to return the favor.
Or: Shane and Ilya's first season together on the Centaurs. Includes teasing teammates, introspection, therapy, personal growth, lots of sex and an attempt to bring home the Stanley Cup.
(Also: A story about learning how to accept your true self and all the joy that can come from that.)
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23 Jun 2026
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all eyes on you by lanallite
Fandoms: Heated Rivalry (TV), Game Changers Series - Rachel Reid
04 Jan 2026
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Since Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign dropped, it somehow escaped the hockey bubble entirely and spilled into the general public. There are countless TikToks now—not even from hockey fans, just regular people—posting about his husband in tight white briefs that leave very little to the imagination. Every sports show seems obligated to mention Shane Hollander’s Calvin Klein campaign. It’s inescapable in a way neither of them had expected.
At first, Ilya thought it was fun. He was glad the world finally saw his husband as the sexy, talented man he’d always known him to be. He liked interacting with fan posts and edits, even sending them to Shane just to watch the way his face would immediately redden.
But now, the public reaction is a little… much.
or; Shane’s Calvin Klein campaign goes viral, not only in the hockey sphere, but all over the internet. Ilya tries (and fails) to not show his jealousy.
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23 Jun 2026
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“I’m right here. And you are okay, and you are safe, and healthy, and you are at home, yes? It is quiet, and nobody is there, nobody is bothering you. And the world is full of stupid idiots, but you are not one of them. And I am here. When you need me, I am here.”
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or: The whole world thinks Shane is gay because of some stupid internet rumors, and he doesn't even have to confirm it. He's losing control of his entire life and he needs somewhere to put what little he does have.
Ilya has open hands.
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23 Jun 2026
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He hadn’t been consistently replying to Rozanov’s texts— partially because Rozanov was a flirty asshole who had probably texted hundreds of people like this throughout his short life as a man built like a Roman god, and partially because Shane was too much of a chicken to even try to flirt back. What the fuck was he supposed to say— yes, I want you inside me so much I can barely stand it and I fuck myself to sleep multiple times a week just thinking about it?
Nope, nope, nope. Embarrassing, desperate, too clingy to fathom. There was no fucking way Shane’s emotions could be set loose like that on Ilya fucking Rozanov.
But fuck— he didn’t want the texts to stop. He had to say something.
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Or, Shane and Ilya dabble in sexting.
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23 Jun 2026