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Chuuya doesn’t really reach his limit until they’ve been together for four years, and he’s feared for Dazai’s life so many times by that point that he thinks he’s mastered the heartbreak and the suffocating fear that his boyfriend could be gone if he lowers his guard for even a second.
Or: Dazai attempts, and Chuuya makes a very difficult decision.
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26 Apr 2026
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When my bones turn to dust (you’ll all be there) by cupidzvai
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
17 Mar 2026
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“He slowly opened the door.
He stopped in his tracks.
The sight in front of him…
What the.
Fuck.
Atsushi was frozen in fear. There was pill bottles on the floor, broken glass, blood, he could smell blood and alcohol, he saw Dazai’s phone on the bowl of the sink...
When his eyes reached the tub he screamed.”
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20 Mar 2026
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“Ane-san. Please. Who called?”
She stayed silent for a brief moment, and Chuuya was worried she would hang up.
“...It’s Dazai.”
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- Part 1 of soukoku
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12 Feb 2026
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When Chuuya Nakahara loses control during Corruption, one fatal second changes everything — leaving Dazai Osamu critically injured and both of them drowning in guilt, fear, and silence. As Dazai fights his way back from the edge of death, Chuuya disappears, convinced that loving too closely means destroying what he touches.
Separated by trauma and unsaid words, they are forced to confront what remains when power fails, when trust fractures, and when survival hurts more than dying.
“Heh,” Dazai sighed softly. “Guess I’ll finally die.”
“You can’t die in a place like this!” Chuuya pressed harder. “Please, Osamu…”
Please. Don’t leave me.
This is a story about restraint, guilt, healing, and choosing to stay — even when gravity demands otherwise.
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11 Feb 2026
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“I would say you haven’t changed a bit, but evidently, you have.” His gaze lingers far too long on Dazai’s body, as if mentally undressing him with wine-drunk eyes.
Dazai wants to vomit.
“Are you implying something?”
“Not at all,” a sneer, “simply observing.”
“Right. And what might that observation be?”
A smirk, “Enjoy the rest of your lunch, Osamu.”
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Or, Dazai and recovery and relapse and that complicated space in between.Series
- Part 15 of D as in "Dying"
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03 Jan 2026
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"It's beautiful... Where did you learn to draw?"
"I taught myself. I've drawn my whole life, mostly. I thought it'd be nice to get a degree, but was utterly disappointed and dropped out the second year in the first semester."
"How come?"
"It was useless knowledge, and just a lot, really."
"Ah, I see. Do you think you will ever go back and finish?", he passed the sketchbook back to the taller and layed his head on his palm again.
"No. No, I don't."
"Well, regardless, your art is beautiful. I'd love to see more of it sometime."
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A fic about the struggles with relationships Dazai has with everyone around him, including himself.
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23 Dec 2025
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“If you’ve just come to verbally accost my employees then I’ll have to ask you to leave, Ougai.” Fukuzawa’s gaze sharpened. “This is the life of a hard-working individual you are altering forever. I don’t appreciate your games.”
“Apologies.” Mori spun on the heel of his dress shoe to face Fukuzawa, his long black coat swishing behind him. “You see, my decision is quite obvious. I thought you all were detectives.”
Mori turned to Fukuzawa with a sinister, razor-sharp grin.
Atsushi watched Chuuya’s jaw clench as Mori spoke the dreaded words.“Obviously my answer is Dazai-kun.”
Dazai and Chuuya survive Mersault only to be thrown into the complicated recovery process. Their past returns to be picked apart, leaving the two no choice but to force the truth to the surface and face it head on.
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17 Dec 2025
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He was gifted in starvation. He was a master at replacing meals with exercise. It wasn’t healthy. It wasn’t supposed to be. He knew the repercussions, he understood the risk but he also coveted the reward. So was it really so bad when he would wake up early to take the long way to the agency? Was it really horrible if he didn’t want to live if he wasn’t skinny?
He took the plumpness in his thighs as an insult and the roundness of his face as warfare. He would ready his tanks and polish his guns so when reality kicked in it would already be too late. He wanted it to be too late.or
Dazai relapses in his eating disorder and almost dies but people care and help him
Can be read as a stand alone or sequelSeries
- Part 7 of Loving like shattered glass
- Part 19 of Starlit Tears
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17 Nov 2025
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what happens when Yosano Akiko finds a pregnant teen on the run also known as the missing demon prodigy
well you take them home of course
or Osamu gets abducted but in a good way
or or Osamu's life gets way less shity
there is a prequel now
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- Part 1 of the Shiemi verse
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14 Nov 2025
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Chuuya was something Dazai couldn’t explain. Dazai would spend a million days, back to back, learning how to understand Chuuya. Then he would take his infinite knowledge of the boy and morph it into an annoyance, a way to make Chuuya grow tired of him. Over and over. And maybe this was masochistic, to make the man he desired to grow so tired of him. But lying between the aggravation, was a full understanding of the beauty of the human Nakahara Chuuya.
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Dazai and Chuuya are friends with benefits, but Dazai is starting to fall in love. The problem? Dazai also wants to die. So what is it? A life with Chuuya or the relief of death? (Dazai also adopts a cat and its cute)
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11 Nov 2025
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“Well, guess it’s time to feed my dog-” Dazai comments with a mirthful smirk.
“-I’m going to drive us into the Seine River if you call me that again-”
And for the moment, Dazai pretends to forget everything wrong in his life, laughing like it’s his last day on earth.
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31 Oct 2025
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Dazai gave her a look like he didn’t believe that for a second.
Then, quietly, flatly: “He’s taken, you know.”
Higuchi’s eyes widened. “Wait—what?”
Dazai stared at her, like he was waiting for something.
“I mean—yeah, okay. I guess I kind of thought maybe you liked him,” he said, blinking slowly. “And I just wanted to make it clear. You’re not subtle.”
There was a pause.
And then—Higuchi started laughing.
It wasn’t cruel, or even loud. It was startled.
“Oh my god,” she said. “You thought I—?”
Dazai squinted. “Did I misread that?”
“Yes,” she said immediately. “You really did.”
He frowned. “I’m not sure I believe that.”
“Well,” she said, still kind of laughing under her breath, “I’m not sure I care.”
[chapter three]
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secret university relationship ssk… Dazai gets jealous bc chuuyas been hanging out with his friends a lot, chuuya finds out and they have soft sex. Dazai clears it up the next day and turns out he was wrong. Really wrong.
Request for (guest) Sofia!!
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19 Oct 2025
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At the end of the day, all you're ever left with is yourself.
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Dazai finally has a breakdown when his past starts to catch up with him.Bookmarked by Imcaat
10 May 2025
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Bittersweet Melodies of Solitude by orphan_account
Fandoms: 文豪ストレイドッグス | Bungou Stray Dogs
01 Aug 2024
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For five years Double Black’s popularity and success bloomed, growing every day. The mix of Dazai’s guitar playing and Chuuya’s singing had made the duo famous.
One day though, double black’s social media went dead after a concert. The absence of updates from Dazai and Chuuya left fans reeling, rumors spread like wildfire among fans, largely rumors of an accident after their last performance, alongside photos of an ambulance rushing away, casting a grim shadow over Double Black's sudden disappearance.—————————
A rockstar AUWill these two idiots be able to mend their broken relationship?
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11 Jan 2025
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After escaping Meursault, Mori plans to uphold his request of an Agency member being transferred to the Port Mafia. The choice is obvious, calculated, almost a play of dramatic irony- what isn't is a stack of files, an unwavering bond and an old field code.
Or: Mori chooses Dazai, Chuuya won't let that happen.
(Title from Blood of a Mutt by The Growlers) Now with a THIRD chapter!
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13 Jul 2024
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Tsunemori Akane goes through her first day on the job, but this time, as a statutory enforcer.
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12 Apr 2024
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Hold tight, promise me by Heffalumps_and_Snoozles
Fandoms: 原神 | Genshin Impact (Video Game)
23 Jan 2024
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Major spoilers for the end of the Fortress of Meropide section of the Fontaine Archon quest (Act 4)!!
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Wriothesley doesn't make it through the sluice gate. He sprints like his life depends on it, but doesn't make it through.
He is now trapped in a pocket of ice as dark as the abyss and as instable as his own condition. Clorinde can only do so much to keep him from succumbing to his injuries and the cold. They speak of meaningless things to fill the time while they wait for Neuvillette to arrive, and make a bet.
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- Part 1 of Hold tight, promise me
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26 Jan 2024
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Her role was done.
Furina had fulfilled the role of the false god that had been asked of her.
There was nothing left for her in Fontaine. So it seemed only fitting that she should take her leave of this place and leave everything behind.
After being the Hydro Archon for so long, she has to ask, Does Furina even exist?
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14 Jan 2024
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When he first took the title of Iudex upon himself, Neuvillette thought it would have been incorrect to refer to himself as someone with strong emotions. Though he certainly wasn't lacking them, Dragon Sovereigns, no matter their form, experienced them differently than humans, much like Melusine. And though he had experienced grief, and joy, and sorrow, and a colorful spectrum of woes and happiness and everything in between, he felt his heart remained rather muted.
But now... now, the pang in his chest made it quite clear:
You are in love with Furina.
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Neuvillette hears Furina hasn't left her house in quite some time. He checks up on her—which is nerve-wracking, as it's the first time they've seen each other in months.
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11 Jan 2024
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Ayaka teases Chevreuse during a break from filming and ends up getting finger blasted in a closet
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10 Jan 2024