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  1. Public Bookmark 13

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    “You’re a messy drunk,” Dean says into his hair, says it with so much affection. Sam smiles. It doesn’t sound like a criticism when Dean says it.
    Time goes liquid but eventually Dean laughs, easy and unforced.
    “My legs are going to sleep. Anyway, time for us to go to sleep.”
    “Yeah,” Sam tucks his face deeper into the crook of Dean’s neck, “sure.”
    “Sure,” Dean repeats, then gets an arm under Sam’s knees and, with a groan, scoops him up and carries him across to the bedroom. He dumps Sam a little roughly on his bed and Sam bounces against the mattress, giggling. Dean moves to turn away and Sam grabs his wrist.
    “No,” he whispers. “No. You said you wouldn't leave.”

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    19 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 7

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    What if Demon!Dean’s powers were more . . . stereotypically demonic? Takes place immediately after S10E02, “Reichenbach.”

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    19 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 6

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    Dean finally forces himself into a motel room he’s been avoiding, and the weight of what’s inside hits him all at once, raw and suffocating. Left alone with his grief, he clings to what he’s lost, crossing lines he never thought he would in a desperate attempt to feel close again. It’s messy, quiet, and deeply unsettling, driven more by shock and denial than anything else, as he struggles to let go in the silence.

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    19 Jun 2026

  4. Public Bookmark *

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    Then finally, his eyes trail over to Dean. 

His pupils are pin-point thin, and his hair is straggling in his face so Dean can’t see most of what expression lies there.

    Sam usually wakes up from nightmares in one of three attitudes: confusion, fear, or calm. A scary, sense-prickling calm that Dean hates more than anything else. Resignation, almost.

    Or: Sam suffers from nightmares and touch starvation post-Cage. They do their best to deal.

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    Here's my entry for the WincestWednesdays Week 3 Prompt "Songs" -- The song in question is "Death with Dignity" by Sufjan Stevens

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    18 Jun 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 52

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    Contrary to popular belief, Dean did not bad-touch Sam when they were kids.

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    14 Jun 2026

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