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    An elderly Caleb receives an unexpected visit from a time-traveling Essek, also in his twilight years. A conversation on love, death, and grief ensues.

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    04 Sep 2022

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    I meant to bookmark this but somehow forgot?!?!??!
    Listen: the most earnest and touching fic I have read in a long time.
    Lifespan angst. Essek goes back in time to talk to caleb. Beautifully written. Mourning and mortality and love.

    Best soup

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    He pictures the funeral sometimes.

    He pictures someone he doesn’t know saying Viktor’s name wrong. He pictures screaming in public. He pictures stealing the ashes and keeping them in a protein powder container because it’s the only vessel big enough. He pictures lying in those ashes like a widow bird. He pictures baking the ashes into bread and feeding them to pigeons in the park.

    He pictures swallowing them himself.

     

    Or: When Viktor chooses a quiet death, Jayce learns how to love him to the edge of the end and carry what’s left through the sad art of letting go.

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    22 Jun 2026

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    I think about this one too often to not bookmark

  3. Rec 71

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    A priest's role is one of guidance, discipline, devotion, and absolution—a shepherd tending to his flock, a servant of God who stands as an intermediary between the sinner and salvation.

    But what happens when that priest is also the instrument of suffering? When his hands, meant for blessing, become the hands that punish, that test, that push a soul to its limits before granting the mercy of release?

    And what happens when another man—a fellow priest, a scholar of faith—kneels not before God, but before him?

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    21 Jul 2025

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    bdsm as reverence????????

  4. Rec 5

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    It’s a few months, where every day things steadily get worse, before he starts visiting the more discreet parts of town, wearing his own face.

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    26 Jul 2023

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    hmm hell I think

  5. Public Bookmark 92

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    The Vigil bells are still tolling, calling the monks to the nightly orations. In his bed, Caleb is still adrift between sleep and wake, not sure if he is dreaming the gentle fingers combing his hair in absent-minded strokes, their owner absorbed in his reading.

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    03 Feb 2023

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    mideaval au; to read