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  1. Public Bookmark 4

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    "I want a divorce."

    "Alright."

    "Alright?"

    "Alright."

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    John tells Paul that he wants a divorce.

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    20 Jul 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 5

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    After a terrible morning and an even more terrible start to his day at the studio, Paul, without thinking, leaves the band.

    (Or, what if Ringo wasn’t the first one to temporarily leave the Beatles?)

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    20 Jul 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Paul had gotten some kind of message out of “Starting Over.” The only message there was to pull out of it. The message John had written himself in circles trying to get away from, until he’d given in to it and let it come. How many pens had he dried up, how many pencils he’d worn down to nubs, in his vain attempts not to admit to himself what he really wanted?

    November, 1980: John and Paul meet up in Paris.

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    19 Jul 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 14

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    John is a journalist in 1994 London, living in a messy Soho flat, continuously missing deadlines, and surviving off nicotine and caffeine. Paul is an up-and-coming indie filmmaker married to the beautiful West End actress Jane Asher. But when they cross paths for an assigned profile piece, John decides Paul isn't nearly as pretentious as he seems and Paul realizes that a respectable suburban life might not be what he wants after all.

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    02 Jul 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 21

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    After “How Do You Sleep?,” John is overwhelmed with guilt and realizes his cruelty toward Paul was really a desperate attempt to get Paul’s attention. The song, the public attacks, even bringing Yoko into the studio were all ways of trying to make Paul react but instead, John only pushes him further into Linda, family, and life on the farm.

    One night, alone at the Dakota while Yoko is in Japan, John has a terrifying dream that Paul has killed himself in Scotland because of John’s public aggression. He wakes convinced it is real, rushes downstairs in a panic, and the night valet assures him Paul is alive and it was only a dream.

    Shaken and unable to be alone, John invites the valet upstairs for a drink and confesses everything: his guilt, his jealousy, his love, his need for Paul, and the truth behind his cruelty. The story unfolds with John revealing his deepest thoughts about Paul, before shifting to Paul’s quiet life on the farm in Scotland.

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    19 Jun 2026