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    Shane Hollander is tired of wanting someone he cannot have, and he’s dying as he waits for someone who will not stay. Someone who doesn’t want to stay, not when there are so many others waiting for him. Fun of another variety, Shane left a treat amongst many.

    It’s humiliating. It’s distracting. And it feels like shit.

    He wishes he could erase his feelings, move on as easily. In an effort to gain back control over the ‘situation’ that has become his romantic attraction to a notorious player, Shane attempts at imitating Ilya Rozanov’s methods until he perfects them and becomes as good as keeping it light and casual as his rival.

     

    Or Shane tries to Hoe Phase himself into a self discovery journey to choke and kill his feelings for Ilya Rozanov. Ilya is not the only who suffers from it, but he sure feels like he’s being choked and killed.

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    Story ends after chapter 6 but I keep writing bonus because the hyper fixation doesn’t end.

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    05 Feb 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 16

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    Ilya Rozanov is used to controlling the ice. He’s not used to controlling what he feels.

    After a hit leaves Shane Hollander injured and the internet demanding answers, the league decides the solution is simple: make them look like friends. Calm the outrage. Rewrite the story.

    But Ilya and Shane have spent years hiding the truth already and being watched this closely threatens to unravel everything they’ve built in private.

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    05 Feb 2026