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    Shane Hollander has always known the risk wasn’t going to be zero.

    Sneaking into a rival team’s hotel late at night to meet Ilya Rozanov comes with a margin of error.

    Unfortunately, statistics say that if you do something long enough, eventually the math catches up with you.

    He just didn’t see this one particular risk coming.

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    06 Aug 2026

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    Shane discloses his diagnosis during Autism Awareness Month, setting off a ripple of insanity in every direction. While he may be able to handle the hate without lashing out, Ilya and every other sane human being are not. Chaos ensues.

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    A collection of tweets stemming from Shane Hollander's innocent autism awareness post.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane spends his life trying and failing to be normal. Being different than others isolates him in ways he can't understand, until a late autism diagnosis finally gives him the vocabulary needed to explain himself and his experiences. At first, he's ashamed, but, with Ilya's help, he begins to see the aspects of himself that he spent years hating in a new, brighter light.

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    4 times Shane is ashamed of his autistic traits and 1 time Ilya shows him that he doesn't have to be.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    Shane Hollander only likes to eat a handful of foods. He only thinks about hockey. He only feels comfortable around about five total people. He hates crowds and loud noises and bright lights and shoes that aren’t sneakers or skates.

    Ilya thinks Shane is completely perfect the way he is. He wishes things were not so hard for his husband, but is always happy to help Shane navigate a world that isn’t built for brains like his.

    Yuna and David Hollander love their son more than anything. They don't want any limits placed on his life, or any labels that would hold him back. He can thrive without a diagnosis being put on him.

    Or: Everyone knows Shane Hollander is autistic. Except for Shane.

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    04 Aug 2026

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    “I think you might benefit from taking an autism assessment.”
    Shane wasn’t sure he understood the words at first. Why would he benefit from being assessed for something so random? Like being checked if he had red hair.

    Shane Hollander gets a late autism diagnosis. It's surprising to him, but apparently not to anyone else. Slowly, he realises how his friends and family have already helped him.

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    04 Aug 2026