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    “Communists don't belong in Canada!”

    Those are the last words Ilya hears as the ringing in his ears finally grows, and then eventually, everything goes still.

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    Alternatively - Ilya is a victim of a hate crime after a game, but he doesn't' have to pick up the pieces of himself alone. Not anymore.

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    22 Jul 2026

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    Shane and Ilya attend Jackie's birthday dinner. Before they arrive, Shane reminds Ilya to behave. What Shane doesn't realize is that some part of Ilya still remembers exactly what "behave" used to mean. When Jackie serves a homemade Russian meal, a simple dinner becomes a painful walk through memories of his mother, his father, and a childhood he'd rather forget.

    Did Ruby like the Solyanka? Did she prefer something else? Did Hayden and Jackie know her favorite food? Probably. They seemed like the kind of parents who remembered things like that. Would they get angry if the twins misbehaved at the table? Would they yell? Would they slam their hands against the table? Did Hayden ever—

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    19 Jul 2026

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    Following the move to Ottawa, Ilya is struggling to keep his head above water. The Centaurs seem incapable of winning, his house is still half-unpacked at best, and Shane is two hours away in Montreal. After months of struggling alone, Ilya unexpectedly shows up at the Hollanders’ house one night, terrified of his own thoughts.

    In the months that follow, Ilya hits low after low, struggling with his newly-diagnosed depression. David and Yuna do their best to be there for him while distance is still keeping Shane and Ilya apart.

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    10 Jul 2026

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    Married life with the Ottawa Centaurs is supposed to be stable.

    Instead, Ilya Rozanov is losing sleep, reliving old trauma, and quietly unraveling while insisting he’s fine. Shane sees it in the small moments: the missed beats, the nodding head, the way Ilya sleeps anywhere he feels safe.

    A hurt/comfort fic about nightmares, exhaustion, and the people who refuse to let Ilya disappear.

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    07 Jul 2026

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    "What was she like?" He says it in a whisper, a kiss pressed against Ilya's skull when Hayden isn't looking. His hair stinks of alcohol and sick but Shane does it anyway.

    "Mama?" Ilya pulls back, swaying slightly as he looks up at Shane.

    "Yeah."

    "She..." He blinks, dazed. "Kind."

    Shane brushes the damp curls out of Ilya's face once more, praying Hayden's back is still turned as he leans into the touch. "What else?"

    "She..." he pauses again, blinking as if the action will bring the words back to his mouth. "She would have loved you."
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    Or: Ilya gets spiked while out clubbing, and who else would he call but Shane Hollander
    ft a very confused Hayden, Scott, Svetlana, and the Admirals team medic

    (oh, and it's the anniversary of his mothers death)

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    07 Jul 2026