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  1. Public Bookmark 48

    A Gasp of Air is All I Need by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS, 화양연화 | Most Beautiful Moment in Life - BTS (Albums), Butterfly - BTS (Song), To the Bone (2017), Epiphany - BTS (Song), I NEED U - BTS (Song), lisa curtis  

    29 May 2026

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    In which BTS have drifted apart, and Jin is just trying to hold on. He finds himself suffocating at the hands of numbers and compulsions, until eventually— he forgets how to breathe.

    The eldest’s slow descent into madness.

    Darker mental health themes including OCD, depression, eating disorders, obsession, etc.
    “What kind of person needs to breathe? A healthy one, I’m sure, but that’s not me.” Title based on the song, ‘A gasp of air,’ by Lisa Curtis.

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    12 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 47

    Record by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    26 Jun 2025

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    “Do you ever regret it?” mumbled Jungkook into his shoulder.

    “Regret what?”

    “Becoming an idol?”

    Seokjin laughed as he patted Jungkook’s back. “I was only an idol for 71 days.”

    or

    Holding on to and rediscovering love.

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    07 Jun 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 35

    The Astronaut by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    14 Sep 2025

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    Namjoon and Seokjin find their way back to each other

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    30 May 2026

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    More Walls (Collected Along the Way) by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    06 Nov 2020

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    “It seems like the kind of thing one ought to know, right? Whether you have a husband or not.”

    Seokjin has been busy since his break-up with Namjoon seven years earlier, with swift promotions at his father’s investment firm, while Namjoon has, perhaps annoyingly, become one of the most prolific authors in Korea. Never mind that, of course, because Seokjin has moved on! It’s a bit of a shock, then, for Seokjin to discover that he is married – to his ex-boyfriend Namjoon.
     
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    26 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 11

    Until Everything Becomes A Memory by

    Fandoms: 방탄소년단 | Bangtan Boys | BTS  

    15 May 2025

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    Jin returns home to find an envelope waiting for him. It contains the end of all his hopes and dreams and yet there is comfort in reading Namjoon's last letters.

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    23 May 2026