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    Collection of one-shots written for various alternate universe prompts.

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    What it says on the tin.

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  1. Public Bookmark 11

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    Post-s2 of the Viceland series. Jay left Matt for an interview. Matt unravels.

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    20 Jun 2026

  2. Public Bookmark 24

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    Harrowhark can stand omens. She can stand portents and prophecies. Her mind is a cocoon, hardened from a myriad of major tragedies, a fortress against all the things that want her well and truly dead, but she cannot stand her memories of Nona.

    Or: Harrow remembers being Nona.

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    25 May 2026

  3. Public Bookmark 10

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    The upward spiral is maybe the closest thing we can experience to heaven – a kind of heaven on Earth, which we feel in moments of total selflessness and falling in love. They're really the moments where you feel yourself turning into something else. – Caroline Polachek

    Here, when I say I never want to be without you, somewhere else I am saying I never want to be without you again. – Bob Hicok

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    25 May 2026

  4. Public Bookmark 54

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    “My mind is a black box, even to myself.” He shrugs.
    “You’d tell me though, if something was super fucked up?” Jay says, letting go of him.
    “You know me, man. If something was even a little fucked up, you think I’d shut up about it?”
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    Matt comes to a realization, makes a plan, and Jay doesn't really notice at first.

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    22 May 2026

  5. Public Bookmark 48

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    Obviously Matt’s aware that Jay looks good in a suit. It’s more something about the way he holds himself, still and straight, self possessed. That's not a Jay posture. It’s the weirdest thing, it makes Matt feel almost starstruck – so much so that when their eyes catch, it punches the breath out of him. There’s Jay, regular, but there’s someone else too, also Jay. That's when it catches up.

    Maddy and her friend think Jay is his boyfriend. That word, boyfriend, crashes into his head so hard that for a split second he’s afraid he said it out loud. Earlier, Jules asked how long have you two been… and Matt, assuming he knew the end of the question, said since we were like 12 or something. Jay heard that happen. Not only that, he played along. They grinned at each other conspiratorially about it.

    The only reason Matt would ever go to a family wedding is if he and Jay could get a show at The Rivoli out of it. The plan: Play the wedding, bring the house down, and get his cousin and her friends to book them for an after party. The part where they pretend to be a couple, threatening decades of load-bearing repression, comes out of nowhere – at least for Matt, it does.

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    17 May 2026