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    “Be careful,” Shane frets, one hand hovering over Ilya’s shoulder. “It’s icy, and I don’t want to be a widower.”

    “Oh, we’d have to be much higher than this for the fall to kill me,” Ilya says, gaze still fixed on the cool black skyline. “At least seven stories.”

    It’s not until much later, as the waitress is clearing the dishes from dinner, that Yuna finds herself wondering why Ilya knows exactly how high a fall needs to be in order to kill him. 

    Or: Yuna learns about Ilya's past bit by bit over the years.

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    02 Apr 2026

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    Shane Hollander is worried about everyone and everything.

    Ilya is mostly just sick of air travel.

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    Shane and Ilya are having trouble balancing their very private relationship and their very public lives.

    A slice of life.

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    31 Mar 2026

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    11 Mar 2026

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    Ilya nodded, pink lips slightly parted as he stared expectantly at the screen. “Yes. Yes, please, sweetheart, I’ve been so mean. Help me, please.”

    Help him, like whatever correction Shane doled out was something he needed. Like it was a kindness, something to be grateful for. Fuck, Shane was so hard. He liked this. Ilya needed help. Ilya was helpless.

    Shane was going to help him.

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    01 Mar 2026

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    Ilya stared at Shane in bemusement. “Sounds… complicated for just sex. What, you going to spank me, tie me down?”

    Shane was silent at that. His eyes were steady on Ilya, his face determined.

    Ilya’s heart thumped in his chest. “Are you?”

    “I’m not going to hurt you,” Shane said. “I mean. I might bite and scratch at you a little, but no more than I normally do.”

    That did not answer the tying down part of the question.

    But if Shane wanted to try something new, Ilya could indulge him. This was Shane after all, Ilya’s sweet, desperate bottom. What harm could it do? It wasn’t like they didn’t both know how this would end, with Shane face down on the bed, begging for Ilya’s cock.

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    26 Feb 2026

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    Should he grieve Boston? Probably. Loyalty was important, thank you very much, Yuna Hollander — but perhaps that wasn’t what this situation was. Boston felt like a stopping point for Ilya. Neutral ground, his saving grace, fresh off the plane from Moscow, finally separated from his family by an ocean they couldn’t afford to cross, not without his help. He was grateful to the city, to the Raiders and their fans, truly, deeply, but he owed them nothing.

    He owed Shane Hollander everything and more.

    (Or, Ilya at the cottage, and his final year in Boston.)

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    24 Feb 2026

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    “You didn’t like it the last time we tried it,” Shane said.

    Ilya gave a one-shouldered shrug. “Was years ago. Maybe it is an acquired taste, like licorice.”

    “You also don’t like licorice,” Shane pointed out.

    “Yes, but I keep trying it because Luca likes it so much.”

    “And then you make a face and tell him how awful it is.”

    “When have I ever told you your dick is awful?” Ilya said, looking mildly offended. “I am its number one fan.”

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    17 Feb 2026

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    It’s winter in Ottawa and Ilya has hunkered down in his big, empty mansion to weather a nasty flu. Then his phone buzzes.

    — Guardian™ Security Alert: Movement detected at front door
    — (1) Missed Call: Yuna Hollander

    Or: The Hollanders have a new son to take care of. Ilya has no idea what’s going on.

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    16 Feb 2026

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    Neither Link or Zelda had a chance to respond before the mummy held its hands over its chest and gathered the smoke-like gloom that seeped from its chest. With a guttural roar, it raised its arms. The gloom surged upwards and violently collided with the cavern ceiling above.

    Zelda could only stare in horror before the ground cracked underneath her feet. She gasped, stumbled back, and fell backward. Link jumped after her, face twisted in panic and pain, and reached out to her with his damaged arm. They just brushed fingertips before Zelda felt herself come to an abrupt stop in the air, and Link fell past her. He twisted in the air, trying to grab onto her outstretched arm, but to no avail.

    “Link!” Zelda screamed, watching in horror as Link tumbled into the depths below, swallowed by the darkness.

    After that, she felt a tug on her arm, and the world went white.

    ——————
    Or: a TOTK AU in which neither Link or Zelda are sent back in time. Instead, Link is trapped in the Depths with a corrupted arm, and Zelda is brought to the Great Sky Island by Rauru, tasked with saving Hyrule and finding Link before he's overtaken by gloom.

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    30 Oct 2025

  10. Public Bookmark 36

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    She doesn't want him to serve her tonight. She wants to debase herself, to prove that she's not the prize that the men back in the ballroom believe her to be. To take back some modicum of control in her life.

    She wants to keep him forever, wants to be able to touch him without fear that someone will see and take him away.

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    05 Oct 2025

  11. Public Bookmark 74

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    Link had merely been travelling through the countryside when the young woman had appeared before him in a shower of golden light. Introducing herself as a future Princess of Hyrule, he plans to do nothing more than show her the sights of Castle Town until the Queen finds a way to send her home.

    And then the night of the festival happens.

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    A story of sex, comfort, and companionship in lieu of love.

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    04 Oct 2025

  12. Public Bookmark 66

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    Zelda's hands fiddle nervously with the Zonaite pendant at the top of her dress.

    Unhooking it, Link realises, throat as dry as the Gerudo desert. All of his movements feel weirdly slow and syrupy all of a sudden. He feels—

    “Hot,” Zelda says dreamily. Her pink tongue slips out barely, tracing her lips and leaving a small break in the mysterious powder decorating them. “I feel… hot.

    A reunion at Mabe Prairie.

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    01 Oct 2025

  13. Public Bookmark 73

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    Their relationship is not as chaste as most assume; behind the veneer of the dignified princess and loyal knight, they are simply two young people in love.

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    25 Sep 2025

  14. Public Bookmark 41

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    There was nothing and then there is everything.

    Everything but time.

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    22 Apr 2025

  15. Public Bookmark 22

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    In which Link finally witnesses how brutal Zelda really has it.

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    21 Jan 2025

  16. Public Bookmark 31

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    Impa travels with Zelda and Link to Gerudo Town following the festival of Sahasra’s Pass and tries desperately to only see what is really there. Of course you catch every little glance if you're looking for one. Every touch seems lingering if you’re watching long enough! It doesn’t mean anything. It can't! Not now…not when the King has given her a direct order to inform him if such things are happening. Not when there are Yiga in disguise and the end of the world hangs dark on the horizon.

    What good is a third eye to a Sheikah if it’s fixed?

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    21 Jan 2025

  17. Public Bookmark 11

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    It’s a full moon, that night over Kakariko.

    And from the Elder’s home, comes a spirit so old and so rare, that onlookers swear she must be a ghost.

    Blonde hair billows out over her shoulders. There’s a soft wind in the air, blowing from behind her. It moves her down the stairs towards the cool grass, damp with dew. Some swear they don’t see her feet touch the ground. Some say she glows in the night. Others say they must have been hallucinating things.

    Though really: was there anyone even awake in the night to capture a glimpse of this rare phenomenon? The tales are mixed: the stories contradicting.

    But let me tell you how I heard it.

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    16 Jan 2025

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    A study in escapism, and inevitability.


    "Give me a reason to," she snaps, finally grasping her Slate.

    "They're my memories."

    Zelda looks at him. Takes in his knit forehead and the desperation she's never seen in him until now. She swallows, struggling to keep her voice from trembling as she whispers, "They're mine, too, Link."

    His heavy gaze dips, and for a moment, the crackle of her fallen torch is all there is. The seconds tick by. Five. Five more precious seconds he's stealing from her.

    That she's letting him steal from her.

    Then, his eyes lift, and he says:

    "Let's make a deal."

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    11 Jan 2025

    Bookmarker's Notes

    I always love how Clara is able to build the intricacy and the gloom of Link's emotions and identity under an amnesiac status. His distant realisation of his own past, his connection with the Sword, his feeling for Zelda. So novel of a perspective, yet so intricate and intense. The contradictions of the character are spread out, they resonate and make the character so full, but are not aimed to be all addressed at the end, which is just perfect. And the language and flow...!

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    It’s a nice box, Zelda thinks. Simply but skillfully carved, made of dark, polished wood with a gold clasp and a hinged lid. Elegant, but understated. The kind of box you might use for storing silverware, or handkerchiefs, or jewellery.

    The kind of box you probably wouldn’t keep under a bed.

    (or, Zelda discovers Link's box of goodies and gives him a good pegging)

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    01 Jan 2025

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    In the home she shares with Link in Hateno Village, she sheds her crown and her title and elaborate dresses, strips down to nothing and becomes just Zelda. Zelda, who loves her knight and Hero. Zelda, who knows of passion and pleasure only at his hands.

    (a series of smutty zelink stories. updates will be sporadic)

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    22 Dec 2024

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